tonight i'll watch some anime on my com. not really much else. sunday im supposed to meet someone and go out for thai food. i wouldn't mind getting fucked but i doubt that will happen and im not sure if i would want it to. i don't want it to fuck up a friendship. friends are hard to come by for me. i suppose its because most people are even more self centered than me. i didn't realise it at first, but i do now. it seems i'm too nice and they don't know how to deal. i guess all they need are some plyers in their mouths.
hopefully this new day goes well. i should really look for a job, but i kinda don't care anymore. i sick of being strung out and worrying about things. it gets me nothing i want. hhmmmm maybe being so honest on this site is not such a good idea, i leave myself as an open mark for severe crit if one were to accept. oh well, i have to put this shit somewhere and i don't have a better place i can think of.
of late i have been working on photographs, i went to san fran not so long ago to take pics of the japanese tea garden, i also got some shots off the coast on route 1 and some nice shots of mt.diablo, which is in danville ca not too far from where i live.
the only other things i've been listening to lately are eyeless in gaza, the birthday party,oingo boingo, and ryuirichi sakamoto. kind of an odd mix i know. hmmm and i listened to sounds of silence, by simon & garfunkel before i came upstairs from the car to write this ridiculous shit.
hopefully this new day goes well. i should really look for a job, but i kinda don't care anymore. i sick of being strung out and worrying about things. it gets me nothing i want. hhmmmm maybe being so honest on this site is not such a good idea, i leave myself as an open mark for severe crit if one were to accept. oh well, i have to put this shit somewhere and i don't have a better place i can think of.
of late i have been working on photographs, i went to san fran not so long ago to take pics of the japanese tea garden, i also got some shots off the coast on route 1 and some nice shots of mt.diablo, which is in danville ca not too far from where i live.
the only other things i've been listening to lately are eyeless in gaza, the birthday party,oingo boingo, and ryuirichi sakamoto. kind of an odd mix i know. hmmm and i listened to sounds of silence, by simon & garfunkel before i came upstairs from the car to write this ridiculous shit.
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dysphoricacid:
well i try not to be, but it doesn't always work out. i am still writing aren't i? i simply misunderstood what you had written. *hugs* sorry.
miffy:
if only his head weren't so big.