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I really need to escape. Tonight I had to listen to my brother screaming about how he was going back to New York to kill his wife and his entire family because she may or may not have been out with some other guy tonight. Him screaming is something that happens once every few days but it's never been this bad. Then I go out and tell my mom how I can't take it anymore and she tells me "oh, don't pay attention to him."

How exactly can you NOT pay attention to someone screaming about how they're going to kill another person?

The only reason he's even here is because of the problems he's having with his wife and family. He's been in jail twice over the last 2 years because of her. The first time she wanted him out of the house so she called the cops and said he was abusive. Then she visited him the whole time she was in jail. Then it happened all over again.

Don't think I'm defending him because it's just as much his fault too. Like when he went to my cousin's wedding and caused a big commotion and told his wife that he was going to kill her and burn the house down. Or how me and my parents drove all the way out to Kissimmee (a good hour from here) to meet him and his family for dinner (which took a lot since my dad doesn't want anything to do with his wife) only for them to get into an argument in the parking lot of the restaurant and have my dad get back in the car and head an hour back home. Then my brother walks off and wouldn't get in the car with us. Tells my mom to go back to her "perfect life" with her "perfect son" as he's pointing at me.

I'm going to wind up having a nervous breakdown. He's 42 years old and I feel like I'm the older brother.

FUCK