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Who has time to update anymore?

Fell for it all over again. Had a really shitty day of emotions.

Saw the Ataris on Sunday at this really small bar. Probably should have stayed and at least met them but I'm shy. I even had a friend there who was friend's with someone who knew them but I didn't stick around. The hug she gave me was the first one I've had in I don't even know how long, it seems like ages but it probably wasn't. Oh by the way, it's also nice to know that if you blow someone a kiss that they would be willing to blow one back. As stupid as that sounds.

I've spent way too much money this month and gone out way too many times.

Out really late on the 7th. Lunch with old friends on the 8th plus hanging out with another that same day. Out til 4am on the 9th. TNA PPV on the 11th, didn't get home til after midnight. Disney MGM Studios on the 14th. Out til 3am on the 16th. Ataris show on the 18th. I'm fucking beat!

And I did all this while fighting off a cold, which is actually winning right now.

Vicks Vaporub is my sleeping companion right now. That's all I want....a companion. I don't want a soulmate or a fuck buddy. Just someone who I can have to go with to all the things I want to do. You know, the type of person where 9 times out of 10 they want to go and then that 10th time they go just so they can be with you.

I just want to feel special right now, damn it. I'd like to know that someone actually reads this too.

And not to sound overly dirty or anything (cuz I try not to ever) but I really just wanna lay a chick down right now and eat her out for an hour or more and then go to bed without getting anything in return. Why is it so hard to find someone who would let me do that?

I'm done ranting now. Let's see who's listening...