dwaynehanley

this was a conversation i had with a friend on msn about who I was and who i am.... i'm posting it cause i never wrote this out before!!!!! who knows... it could be a chapter in a book if i write one!!!!

'i'll give you a brief background of me and women;


my dad left when i was 2, my mom raised me with 2 older sisters... I was a very open kid... i loved being naked... as a young teen i would invite a female friend over and just happen to be in the shower when they got to my house....... didn't have sex till i was 17..... the first words to come out my mouth was ...'ooooouuuuuuu it's warm down there'...... i would find myself between 2 girls who liked me, I tried to avoid hurting either one by not dating either girl... and end up hurting both.. (that happened a lot,,, broke my hear every time) so i dubbed myself poison... girls would like me... i'd be their friend.. treat them better than their boyfriends then when they would want more i get surprised... and have to always let them down

now at 18, i had a girl friend but i was depressed so i went to the local strip club..... i ended up there a lot ...so much that the girls became my friends... so i wouldn't want to see them naked , so i would bring a sketch book with me to do random drawings... they go on, i would clap, they get off i would clap but i never looked at their sets any more.... i became suck a regular that the cars that dropped them home for 5 bucks started dropping me home when i moved away from the area... I had a vip card... and i never had to bye a drink...

there was this dancer there that i saw, thought she was hot.... she told me to come back to the place on my birth day and her mom had her put in juvee because she was under age.... 2 years go by and i see her again we didn't know if we knew each other ... found out at the end of the night and i went home with her... ( mind you... i had no intention of sleeping with her) she tells me she hasn't been with a man in years and begs me to sleep with her!!! and she was hot....... i don't know why she had to beg but i did say no at first...

after the deed i never saw her again ...but i met this dancer through a friend of mine... he was in love with her but after meeting her once we had this connection.... purely physical... she would brag how she could fuck circles around me... she had many partners in her life.. from 35 year olds to 17 and everyone of them fell in love with her cause her game was that tight...... so.... i thought that finally i found a girl that i could have fun with without the poison infecting her cause she was a baller.....

well we had our fun.... many times over....( I was a big Nancy Reagan when it came to drugs... still am)... but one night i said fuck it... i had a quarter of ex with her..... the sex was crazy amazing... i would never do it again but wow..... I even saw this chick once with a female friend downtown.. i met her once... 2 nights later during a snow storm i go see my girl and she's in bed with the other girl sleeping... the girl goes to the bathroom , my girl says that we'll get her drunk and fuck her....!!!! i was like are you crazy!!! no way!!!... so then i go to the bathroom and the girl says to my girl 'are we gona fuck him or what!!!!...

so there i am massaging these 2 girls .... we all get naked and it's on!!!.... a week or 2 goes by and i go see my girl for some fun and when i tried to leave later that night she was all like' Do you really have to go????' ARRRGGGH.... i broke the baller... i broke the baller... i was like nooooo we had a good thing she had others ... i had others it was all good... but the poison got the best of her.....

so i grew up around women...... i was frisky as a child... i was always around nakedness.. i was and still am gullible when it comes to the opposite sex.. i can't tell when girls are flirting with me till it's to late... my heart is easily breakable... i am easily pleased (hugs. cuddles) i'm very sensitive.... i love being touched' ....end for now...