So here it is most of our shit is packed all we have to do is grab our clothes and personal gear we use and leave. Tracks are prepped family notified 3 weeks left, right , wrong. We have been extended indefinitely. What the fuck does that mean. Everyone else in our task force is going south , hence home , what are we doing ? Going north to secure some bullshit town I can't name or find on a map. The shit just got real deep real fucking fast. If you want to know how I felt when our Ltc. told go find a little kid who is playing with a puppy. now bash the puppies head in with a brick and that look on the kids face right before it starts to scream and cry is how I feel. Of all bullshit things to happen I don't think I can go indefinitely or till a date to remain undetermined with out some form of alcohol I'm starting to get the shakes again. I dream about dancing bottles of rum and tequilla. This sucks major donkey nuts.