ok, ok, i've been sucking at this...

had a massive bipolar crash at work on friday, that was a fukking party. i hate being broken, HATE IT! i get to thinking the reason i'm alone is cuz i'm crazy.

trying to save money these days, so maybe at soem point i can move n get my own place. what a novel idea...my own space...but i hate living alone, it freaks me out a bit.

octoberrust gave me shit about not updating here...head over n give the guy a litte lovin'...he's over there risking his life for us.

listening to lords of acid/voodoo-u right now, gawd i love this cd...so flippin' awesome! n the coop artwork makes me superhappy!

um, anything else? um, still haven;t talked to my friend about his opinion of me posing nude for the net to see...still not sure how i'll feel...somedays my ego is in overdrive n i think yeah!, but then other days........