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ah crap...i don't know...i keep going back n forth thinking the boy is acting weird...then again, maybe i'm just paranoid. is it true guys like it when you act like a bitch to them? that's what my friend told me her sister told her...cuz i try very hard to not rip into whatever man i'm currently with for stupid shit. i swear i am the most low maintenance a grrl can be and still have a fukking pulse. but maybe if i were a bit pushier, i'd get a little more attention...ya know, the squeaky wheel gets the grease...but i don't wanna be a squeaky wheel!

what do i want from a man?
~ for him to not be sensitive ponytail guy(ponytail good, crybaby sensitive bullshit not good)
~ for him to be old enough to recognize the above reference n get what i'm saying...
~ for him to pay attention to me, but not so much attention that i feel as though he's tring to crawl up my ass
~ for him to still have his own life and friends
~ for him to have his own opinions, even if the differ from mine
~ for him to take charge and be a man when the need arises
~ for him to not be an idiot
~ for him to compliment me...no, i am not very good at taking compliments, but dammit, they're still nice to hear every so often...
~ for him to trust me
~ for him to understand that while, yes, ca$h is king, i don't expect or want him to buy me the world...kicking back playing video games or watching jaws for the 500th time is just as good as a night on the town
~ for him to not try to change me
~ for him to give me a funny look when i momentarily lose my marbles n try to change him even tho i know it won't work...
~ for him to be employed

yeah, i'm not asking much, am i? LMFAO!