dvlarose

after my time with ny buddy carson today i see why i love him so he sees to the core of me and makes my spirit light i see so much clearly in his presence it has been well needed it had been over a month since we last shared space i did not want to bring my funk on him after many hours cigs and coffee druming laughin talking confiding i came to a conclusion daniel needs to break away from this physical world for a while a delve inside himself make some room and get comfortable which is nice to know amusing how one thing leads to another then b4 you know it the sky is blue and the birds r singing again now mind u this could all change 2morrow but for know i have made a concious decision to change to be okay with me to find the missing piece inside and not outside of me its not of this world or realm it might exisist here but is not of here i feel with the finishing of my phoenix tattoo this sunday would be the perfect occasion to rise from the ashes of my past and see that this is but one of many changes will be making in the near future i want to live i dont want misery anymore i want to exude light and love to share with all the univeres but the buck stops here with me so in other words daniel has made a commitment to be in a relationship with himself for once not like it matters to anyone i only have 3 readers at best well in any case itr matters to me and i would like to be the me ive always invisioned in my minds eye and my heart of heart so to all that have given me the strength to do what im about to i thank and may god bless u and keep safe in light and love-namaste- ;p