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So recently i had this thought and it shone down on me like the heavens had opened and a choir of angelic goddesses floated down to me while singing in a rapturous choir of harmonies. I have kind of been lost for the last few years... the last 3 to be precise. Ive had this feeling that something is missing or that i have missed something that is sitting just out of my eye sight waiting for me to have this epiphany where i suddenly go "Doh, Ofcooooooourse". I think this is partly because i never really expected to see 30. Ive done many bad and stupid things in my life and it is a bit of a miracle for me o still be functioning on a level where ic can still communicate with the people around me. The way i figure, some of the greatest rock stars and icons saw their demise at 27... Now im not saying its cause im a rock star or any person of importance for that matter, all i saying is that if you a little out there and different to the world 27 seems to be the magic cap on life expectancy. Robert Johnson, Brian Jones, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, Kurt Cobain and Amy Winehouse all died at the age of 27, just to name a few of the more prevalent ones. So this all lent to my train of thought when i realised that the last 3 years have been such a blur and so dull and uneventful because i didnt expect to even be alive. I suppose its more a sub conscious thing but yeah... I honestly think in the back of my mind I have been going "Now what?" for the passed three years haha.

So where to from here? Well i guess im in uncharted territory from here on out. Well unless i take a page or two out of Keith Richard's book.

Haha keep safe and keep smiling people.