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I was paging through some doodles and random writing ive done in my book and i came across something I wrote a while ago:

When time is up and life moves on, What will the lyrics be to your song?

It made me think about a lot of things... Like WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? I never wanted to be a mediocre, everyday average Joe. I wanted to do something with my life. And now im on the brink of 30 and im asking myself where did it all go wrong and why the hell haven't i fixed it. I guess the past is the past and there is nothing that can get you that time back so why am i so afraid to take my future in my hands and do the things i want to do? I seem to catch myself often making excuses and saying... "oh well i have to work, to pay rent, insurance, medical aid, cellphone, internet, buy groceries..yada yada yada....and so on and so on" What the hell has become of "life"? Are we really living it or are we just existing... I am not sure how to get around this vicious circle anymore. Mankind has become his own worst enemy and has created a modern day slavery system through creating a dependence on money. You cant travel round the world freely anymore cause countries can refuse you visas which cost a fortune to get in the first place... Its just such a fucked up world. We should be loving our planet... learning from history... I guess Hendrix said it all when he said "When the Power of Love Overcomes the Love of Power the World Will Know Peace"

I guess the next step is to find love... wow... theres a toughy hahahahahah

Anyway EMO rant over...

Keep safe and keep smiling!