durpa

furious @ UPS--the busier they are the slower the sort is---doesn't make any sense. @ work until 11, goodbye 7 hours of sleep. they should have the drivers come back to unload their pickups and then continue with their deliveries. outside temperature--13 F, temperature inside warehouse--13 F freezing my ass for 5 hours everyday. Fedex was a breeze today considering they reached their peak. hopefully...
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one day of hell week down, 5 to go. apparently, my friend's aunt is friends with a producer from atlantic, and i'm sure the band is getting closer and closer to a record deal. it's freezing here and there's snow everywhere. i can't wait to get out of here.

slept for over 12 hours today. exhausted. my firneds aunt is friend with a producer from atlantic records. holy crap. it's a matter of time. spoken with brian again, all is good. snowed like crazy here, it's going to suck delivering packages tomorrow. i took some nyquil just in case my throat acts up. i hope i''l be able to leave here in peace and...
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talked to jessie my drummer friend and he's down with me coming back to the band. he sure wasn't as happy as brian was, but, whatever, our situation wasn't as good and tight as supposedly they're now, so we'll have to see. i will call chad and then autumn after that. i'm really tired. i just hope we'll communicate well and be happy as far...
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got paid from fedex even though they still own me one paycheck. got a picture with Ronald McDonald today. he went to visit the store i work at, and i don;t care what you say, he looked exactly like the Ronald in the commercials. McDonald's food is so potent though, i ate a steak bagel meal at 8 o'clock and i'm still to be hungry...
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got paid today from ups and it felt good. i'm so glad rovas is there to cheer me up. tired though. even if i had money there wouldn't be much difference in my life here there's not much goiung on here unless there's a BYU game. i'm going to bed early today.

work is grueling, and apparently i will receive all the money i've been expecting. 4 months in utah. My heart is so bitter right now, i'm trying to fight it off so hard. it's affecting everything i do. jessica and i pretty much vocalized our bitterness to each other today. fuck... now i'm so sure it's over. in lighter news, i finally have spoken with...
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15 hour workday yesterday. unbelievable. I thought i was never be off at UPS. more boxes than i have ever seen. at least today i'll start driving, but i won't do it everyday so im thinking of just getting more hours at mcdonalds.at least i got almost 2 more hours of sleep and i hope i don't drown and be overwhelmed delivering.

bitter bitter bitter this morning. it rained last night but now it's snowng, at least the temperature is above freezing. i'm feeling bitter about my ended relationship a bit. i guess in the end, i'm moving to SD broke because it will take me a while to get paid and save, since everybody is masturbating with my paperwork. i find it cool that random people...
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one more week of hell ahead, and yes, mormons need to marry if they want to go to heaven. i just noticed today with the new aesthetic changes in the website this is looking even more like myspace. I HATE MYSPACE! i didn't spend 50 bucks to join myspace. i'm not in fucking high school anymore. it's 33 degress outside and snowing and i went...
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