durpa

FUCK YOU JADE.
YOU BITTER BITCH.
GODDAMN YOU!
good friend my ass!
lost money and a friend.
but i mourn the loss of my money a lot more.

.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................well, nothing new but my father is the most insensitive fuck i've ever met. I can't believe i came out of this guy's urethra. all the money i had saved is gone on his piece of shit van. i have to move out of my house in the end of this month but i have no van, no money no place to go. it's going...
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Alright World, it's official:

TessaRuby and I are Boyfriend and Girlfriend!!!!! yes I'm not gay. hard to believe but I'm so happy......!
besides the deep shit that happened this weekend, i actually tackeld it all witha strange sense of tranquility, of such i've never seen.

besides the fact that i had a wonderful Xmas and Even better new years, here's what's going on;

Autumn and Chad don't call me back. what i say to that? fuck them. i will not move to san diego in a hurry just because they "might" take me back. it's not fair for me and just because i left the band doesn't mean i become...
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new years is over, but it was awesome, and how grateful i am for SG for opening the doors to new friends and experiences. never once i thought that the mormon beehive would be home for a few rebellious worker bees. so i quit UPS happily so and now i'm just chilling, sobering up and trying to stick with my new food consumption choices. my...
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it has been busy now with my trips to salt lake and being with tessa. she is wonderful. i quit UPS tahnk goodness and now i'm just at McD's full time for now. they are stingy and militaristic, like all the other jobs i've had here. so uptight. cali jobs were so mellow. so now i'm just wondering when and under what circumstance i'll move,...
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decided to leave UPS, tomorrow will be my last day. i'm no longer broke or alone, so i don't need to work 15 hours a day 6 days a week. Mickey D's full time now, and brian doesn't understand that i'm not moving to SD in a hurry to get shit canned by autumn and chad. fuck it, i'll just keep taking it easy here....
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so, Xmas was fucking awesome!!!!!!!
met sixele from here and went to tooele, 70 miles from orem, and it was just another isolated small town. decided on the last minute to go and i am glad i did it. I even had a piece of a Xmas ham that Jennifer Anniston cooked. had chocolate and ate enough that i didn't nedd to eat today at...
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last day of UPS for this week. Thank the Lord!! one more day of fedex ahead and that's it for my FedEx experience. hopefully Mcdonald's will give me some more hours to compensate. i plan to keep my fedex pants, since they are the most comfortable pair of pants i've ever wore. i'm glad i was able to "acquire" fedex mail bins before i left....
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tired. my dad rather see me in the deepest emotional shit with him than lend me money to go to brazil to relax. i don't even think my suicide would get my point across to him. 2 more days of this Xmas shit. then, two days of being alone. i plan on getting drunk just on amaretto and eggnog and watching movies all day. jolly...
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