durpa

.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................well, nothing new but my father is the most insensitive fuck i've ever met. I can't believe i came out of this guy's urethra. all the money i had saved is gone on his piece of shit van. i have to move out of my house in the end of this month but i have no van, no money no place to go. it's going to be an interesting 3 weeks. I've been @ McDonald's for less than a month and they already wrote me up 4 times for stupid shit. apparently, everytime my cash drawer is short 2 dollars. man, if i was stealing i would make sure i would steal a lot more than 2 dollars. and when i was stranded on the side of the 15 with a blown up motor, they wrote me up because i didn't show up to work. bullshit!!!!! i called a whole day in advance. they want me to call twice in a day??? fuck that. today i was not feeling good. my half hour walk to work in the cold plus no breakfast and the bright sun made me dizzy, sick of my stomach and with a very bad headache. i had to eat the doublecheeseburger they gave me, since i had not a penny to spend on food. they even sent me home early. my six day a week vegetarianism is not going so well, i wonder if i'm weak because of the lack of meat and sugar. it was a beautiful day though, and my roommates are all busy looking for a house they can all move into. they pretty much started to pack and i'm already 80% there. my aunts will send me some money for my b-day, which is nice and i let them know how much of an asshole their brother really is. what do you get when you mix a born again, ex-mormon-recovering drug addict that's now addicted to food? my father. i'm just happy that tessa has been there for me. she is wonderful. She definitely sees something i don't in me. i truly hope i can be a great experience in her life. it's like i said before here, having an SG style girlfriend i think everything would fall into place after that. i have to go day by day, and i have to pace myself. the year just started. i will overcome. i will overcome the World.