day goes by slow when you wake up at 4am. posted another pic, accurately describing outside what i feel like inside. my favorite shirt, but i was in wyoming with 5 hours of sleep, hair not groomed due to beanie, tired eyes, irritated skin due to recent shave and dry air, woken up from a nap that unfortunately didn't last as long as i wanted,in...
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first day on the job. pretty uneventful. watched several videos, filled out paperwork, and toured the facility. i could by my own route if i wanted too, i just dont have 60K to pay for it plus i wouldn't commit to something this big here.
i'd go to cali first. meeting with my ex clouded my somewhat firm decision to move back to california. we're...
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i'd go to cali first. meeting with my ex clouded my somewhat firm decision to move back to california. we're...
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1stxer:
I do not think crying over a break up would be out of the ordinary for many people. Grown men do cry and I am okay with that.
feeling better. ate some thanksgiving leftovers(real food), a nd my car is still at the dealership! this is taking forever for a couple of recalls. took a delicious nap and dreamed everything from brazilian soap opera actresses to being kicked out of my house by my roommates. i got the job at fedex @home finally since Ground was taking forever.
this snow is horrible.
this snow is horrible.
met with my ex girlfriend, we both cried over spilled milk, i felt like killing myslef and the biggest piece of shit, started to snow and it's already 20 fucking degrees here. i'm not used to this weather and thoughts of cali poison my head and i dont even feel like finishing my application to BYU and i just want to get the fuck out...
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1stxer:
Well believe it some of us do pray and you know do take the time to say hello and stuff. BTW .... after being a member here for nearly 3 years ... the nekkidness has not been the one thing that has kept me around, people do.
i hate filling applications for employment. try filling out for the jobs you had for the last ten years. what a pain in the ass, but hopefully this week someting good will come out of this. started snowing officialy today. wet and cold, i dont know if i like it. but its better then hot humid day. will meet with my ex today, lets see...
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if you went through 4 break ups with a girl and 2 1/2 years went by, would you try to make work still?
rocan:
Hello Pedropodre,
It would surely depend on why you had the break ups and if you both want it to still work.
If your feeling like your a doormat and just taking crap and its making you (and her) unhappy you should probably cut loose while you still like the girl in question.
A little bit of me thinks the fact you ask the question means you think it should end, but the 2.5 years together is tough to let go of.
Do you still want to be with her?
It would surely depend on why you had the break ups and if you both want it to still work.
If your feeling like your a doormat and just taking crap and its making you (and her) unhappy you should probably cut loose while you still like the girl in question.
A little bit of me thinks the fact you ask the question means you think it should end, but the 2.5 years together is tough to let go of.
Do you still want to be with her?
brian called me yesterday. never thought that would happen. even though i'm broke right now, i think i'm going back to california. he's looking for a new bass player since the one there now is not going to do it long term. california brings a lot of nightmares with it, as far as cost of living, sales tax and driving distance to everything. im going...
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WELL!!!!! Cool, there'shope for me. two friends!!! very nice and I'm happy. I feel cool now! wow, I wasn't very happy earlier this morning, at two am. i felt depressed and just entered a trip of remembering my time in cali.
sometimes i think if it's right taking a shit on your friends because of your quasi girlfriend, even if at the time, you felt...
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sometimes i think if it's right taking a shit on your friends because of your quasi girlfriend, even if at the time, you felt...
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durpa:
called brian, left a message. i'd rather be a roadie for Catapiller than a college graduate with a pole up my ass. what's in play here is dignity and fulfillment of dreams through hard work, not the amount of money you have in your bank account in order to feel above other people. FUCK!!!!
I miss..
Those nights at 'Canes i couldn't afford.
Those nights at the beach that took all my gas to get there.
Those early mornings at Denny's with Joe.
My purple walled room with the shitty carpet.
My Super quiet neighborhood with the exception of the born again group that sang
really loud on thursday nights across the street.
My swedish flag on my room,...
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Those nights at 'Canes i couldn't afford.
Those nights at the beach that took all my gas to get there.
Those early mornings at Denny's with Joe.
My purple walled room with the shitty carpet.
My Super quiet neighborhood with the exception of the born again group that sang
really loud on thursday nights across the street.
My swedish flag on my room,...
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well, after wasting the whole day, i went with my roommates to see the lighting ceremony at temple square, it's a big deal here and downtown salt lake was swarming with people. it was pretty. went to eat at JB's, which sucked. server with an attitude and my grilled potatoes were ice cold. and almost had to beg for ketchup. watched Accepted, which was better...
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well, well, following that saying to do something new eveyday, i went to a gay bar for thanksgiving. why? because gays are friendly and they were serving a full thanksgiving meal with all the trimmings. I didnt eat but got my ass kicked in pool. went to my 2nd counselors house for a meal, it was fun besides the bratty 11 year old granddaughter. had...
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pierced my nipples yesterday and got a new stereo for my van. looking good and bumpin hard, yet no place to go for thanksgiving! i guess i just go to the chinese buffet up the street.
vestril:
Always glad to get a laugh.