IGNORE THAT LAST JOURNAL! My mind was in a dark, uninformed place and I've sicne talked to Neil. I feel like a total asshole.
I've totally terrified Megan, she thinks i want to kill her or something. WHICH WAS NOT MY GOAL AT ALL!
I just didn't want to be forgotten. And I let my fear bitch slap the slumbering juggernaut that is the rage i never let out. I know that sounds really angsty, but what I mean is that I don't get MAD. I get angry quite often, but not mad. Mad for me is a language limited to swear words and quite a bit of property damage. It takes a ton of shit to get that monster to move, and it almost got out.
I've totally terrified Megan, she thinks i want to kill her or something. WHICH WAS NOT MY GOAL AT ALL!
I just didn't want to be forgotten. And I let my fear bitch slap the slumbering juggernaut that is the rage i never let out. I know that sounds really angsty, but what I mean is that I don't get MAD. I get angry quite often, but not mad. Mad for me is a language limited to swear words and quite a bit of property damage. It takes a ton of shit to get that monster to move, and it almost got out.
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lilianna:
hey, you removed me from your list, not the other way around.. jims just a bit paranoid about me and ex's and all for some reason.. *shrug*
lilianna:
heh, well, i really havent had much access to the internet as of late.. we just broke our lease and moved out of our apt in madison and into my parents house for the time being..