Alright... so. I'm back in school now, and I'm supposed to be working on an art project due tomorrow, but fuck it, i'm posting.
Neil and I have gotten an apartment together, way the fuck off campus. I've been getting REALLY REALLY lonely because he and I never hang out anymore and any free time he has he's spending it with Megan.
Now, I know she has problems and she "needs" Neil right now, but I'm a jealous fuck and a big softie. I like being alone when it's my choice, but forced lonesome sucks ass. Like I told Neil, I've already lost one really close friend this year, and I hate to lose another one, but the way things are going, we're flying apart fast. I feel like I've served my purpose to him, and now i'm just taking a seat as just "Oh, he's just my roommate"
feelings suck.
Oh! and P.S. NO! I am not crushin on Neil or something like that, it's just he's my best friend out here and....
Neil and I have gotten an apartment together, way the fuck off campus. I've been getting REALLY REALLY lonely because he and I never hang out anymore and any free time he has he's spending it with Megan.
Now, I know she has problems and she "needs" Neil right now, but I'm a jealous fuck and a big softie. I like being alone when it's my choice, but forced lonesome sucks ass. Like I told Neil, I've already lost one really close friend this year, and I hate to lose another one, but the way things are going, we're flying apart fast. I feel like I've served my purpose to him, and now i'm just taking a seat as just "Oh, he's just my roommate"
feelings suck.
Oh! and P.S. NO! I am not crushin on Neil or something like that, it's just he's my best friend out here and....
yes life out here is awesome. i don't know if you caught yet that i broke up with mat.
but i made lots of new friends here... everyone is so fucking friendly!
i am on a mission to have all the peeps i love from wisconsin move here. i know you guys would love it so much, so get your asses over here already. you're welcome to visit anytime.