The closer I get to this interview the happier/scared I get, but I'm now of the mindset I really want this job, I want to move out, I'll be closer to better friends, It will help me get back on my feet financially.
I'm now replaying Shining Force 2 from the megadrive, it's great, forgot how awesome this game is...I really am a game nerd...
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I'm now replaying Shining Force 2 from the megadrive, it's great, forgot how awesome this game is...I really am a game nerd...
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jackrabbit_:
Good luck sweets <3
fische:
Best of luck with the interview x
So my Dad managed to give me his lovely cough, it hurts really badly everytime I cough, it's truly wonderful, yet I don't feel ill enough to warrant staying off work (I have a general rule of thumb that if I can move I can go to work)
Went to see Iron Man 3 tonight, it was truly epic, loved every minute of it.
Getting...
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Went to see Iron Man 3 tonight, it was truly epic, loved every minute of it.
Getting...
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fische:
I know, it's scary. The statistic was in a real life article about a girl who first had sex at 10 but her & the boy didnt really know that they were doing, it was more like playing.
I started having sex pretty young & it's just not healthy. You're too young to cultivate the emotion that goes with sex.
Doesn't exactly set kids up for a healthy view of sex if their first experiences of it are porn. The Internet has a lot to answer for I swear! x
I started having sex pretty young & it's just not healthy. You're too young to cultivate the emotion that goes with sex.
Doesn't exactly set kids up for a healthy view of sex if their first experiences of it are porn. The Internet has a lot to answer for I swear! x
So apparently at about 3 this morning I had a dream where I was under a great deal of stress with something (I don't even know what) but it was so stressful that I woke up feeling that stress, so much so that I was physically sick...lovely way to wake up.
Work was it's usual enjoyable slog, I'll be glad when I get out of...
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Work was it's usual enjoyable slog, I'll be glad when I get out of...
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jackrabbit_:
<3
This week has been draining, both physically and mentally
Just collapsed last night and could have slept for so long if my alarm hadn't gone off
On the plus side I've been offered a job interview, the job itself isn't ideal, it would be shift work which would be hellish (though I'd get a pay bonus for it) and it would involve me moving down...
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Just collapsed last night and could have slept for so long if my alarm hadn't gone off
On the plus side I've been offered a job interview, the job itself isn't ideal, it would be shift work which would be hellish (though I'd get a pay bonus for it) and it would involve me moving down...
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So today has been a beatdown of a day.
Woke up feeling groggy and sleep deprived, found it difficult to even move, no idea why, as far as I'm aware I had a perfectly good nights sleep.
Get to work find 3 e-mails from 3 different managers all requesting different things, all saying theirs is a priority, turned around to the manager in charge of...
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Woke up feeling groggy and sleep deprived, found it difficult to even move, no idea why, as far as I'm aware I had a perfectly good nights sleep.
Get to work find 3 e-mails from 3 different managers all requesting different things, all saying theirs is a priority, turned around to the manager in charge of...
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brightredscream:
It will be a better day
katarzyna:
Tomorrow will be a better day. You can only do so much. Keep your head up 
Apparently when you walk along smiling to yourself about nothing people look at you strange 
At least that was my experience at the supermarket before maybe they thought I was creepy, maybe they thought I was weird, but all in all it amused me to see this
So this week back at work has cemented in me that the manager knows nothing and that people...
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At least that was my experience at the supermarket before
maybe they thought I was creepy, maybe they thought I was weird, but all in all it amused me to see this
So this week back at work has cemented in me that the manager knows nothing and that people...
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So this marks the end of my week off, me, a beer and watching daybreakers.
I'm actually worried to go back to work, that shouldn't be the case. I'm ever hopeful one of the many jobs I applied for over the week will come good.
We're also apparently back to the questioning of me meeting someone at home. Truth be told I'm not sure I...
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I'm actually worried to go back to work, that shouldn't be the case. I'm ever hopeful one of the many jobs I applied for over the week will come good.
We're also apparently back to the questioning of me meeting someone at home. Truth be told I'm not sure I...
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brightredscream:
Ow!
brightredscream:
Well that's good!
So I've been feeling kinda shitty and worthless lately mostly courtesy of my brain being an evil little shit
so in response to this I've been trying to think of my accomplishments and what I've contributed to the world.
Now it's not a big list, and in fact I can only think of one thing that is a positive impact, and that's related to a...
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so in response to this I've been trying to think of my accomplishments and what I've contributed to the world.
Now it's not a big list, and in fact I can only think of one thing that is a positive impact, and that's related to a...
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fische:
Positivity is good. No matter how little you think your achievements are. Even therapy like CBT is just based on positive thinking
Hope you feel cheerier lovely x
Hope you feel cheerier lovely x
brightredscream:
What do you want to contribute to the world?
I support causes and help fight for change....even if my name isn't in headlines, I knowing helping somehow, no matter how "small"
I support causes and help fight for change....even if my name isn't in headlines, I knowing helping somehow, no matter how "small"
So today has been a day where I feel almost maniacally happy, beginning to wonder about my mental health, mood seems to be flipflopping more and more these days.
Realising more and more who to trust and who not to at work, I fucking hate workplace politics and this place seems to be the worst for them, lots of people trying to play them on...
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Realising more and more who to trust and who not to at work, I fucking hate workplace politics and this place seems to be the worst for them, lots of people trying to play them on...
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fische:
Workplace politics are absolutely the worst.
Hope you're ok x
Hope you're ok x
trills:
Only now you question my sanity? 
I'm stuck decades ago musically, mostly, oops
I'm stuck decades ago musically, mostly, oops