duncanj100

lack of sleep and bad dreams, theres a recipe for fun days at work and the fact i know i have to go into work tomorrow...today...whatever...and fill out a whole bunch of forms explaining why things went wrong, when it cant be explained why things went wrong cos nobody knows...yay for me ahhh i so want to just sleep through tomorrow

tum tum tum, just me and my mind...this is so fucked up, i need to find reality again ...or do I? recently reality seems really shit so maybe i dont need to find reality or anything, maybe i need to find something else, happiness would be a start, sorry about all the miserable blogs lately, hopefully things will pick up soon!

i sat and looked back through all my blogs last night right from the time i joined SG...a sad thing to do really, but it did show me a lot of happy times, and some really shitty, and i started to notice that generally the happy outweighed the shitty, so why is it i only really remember the shit? does anyone else get this? all...
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i have no idea anymore...

im sat here watching 28 days later, eating popcorn and drinking cider with a knife...yes the paranoia of being in a big empty house on my own has finally won i keep seeing and hearing things i need to get my head sorted so badly

so i went to see Henry Rollins do a spoken word show tonight, it was awesome and i like his style of being angry at things i havent laughed that hard in a long time either, it was really good, i need more humour in my life

ok, my parents have gone on holiday, im all alone in the house, its been 2 hours, ive already started talking to myself...this bodes well for the next 2 weeks, i really need to meet more people wholl just randomly hang out

woo 3 day weekend, i love bank holidays, they give me a chance to catch up on lost sleep been really restless lately having consistent nightmares, nothing special, just ones like falling off cliffs getting eaten alive by snakes, the usual ones i have, but its been a pain means i havent been sleeping properly.
and i want this now so badly

so 2 years ago today i was attacked, well had the shit kicked out of me is probably more apt. it still hasnt left

ahhhh a day off. im getting my car MOTd today and hopefully itll pass, if not i may be screwed for getting to work when my parents go on holiday :S but yes im going into Liverpool today for comics and stuff so thats fun, hope you all have a good day too xxx