duncanj100

Life just feels doomed, doomed doomed doomed, kinda praying for a zombie apocalypse right now. kinda glad the asshole manager isn't in tomorrow.

been listening to a lot of Mountain Goats, guess thats a sign










At this point, I think I would really just love some form of positive human contact

So I'm beginning to feel less and less connected to humanity these days, between crap TV and bollocks spoken in public it just hardly seems worth it anymore.

Oh and killing my manager is becoming more and more of a possiblity as he carries on his holier than thou and "only my way is right" malarky. He even makes it almost unbearable to be in...
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If you could just vanish so that nobody could find you, would you?








Yep I'm pretty fucking miserable right now...

This one is a bit ranty and personal so it's spoilered

So today felt truly shit, like completely and utterly shit, I haven't felt this crap/miserable/messed up since my first year at uni, It's leaving me to feel like so little is possible in life at the moment, and that all my time is wasted, I hate being this person

So today at work was pretty good, there was lots of joking around, making fun of the sunburnt people and just generally having fun while we work, shame the manager is back tomorrow to ruin that

on the other side we had a few new students start at work, one of whom I got talking to, and we were getting along really well...and then one...
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So my job (that I really hate) has made me permanent, as much as I hate my job at least I don't have to worry about going on the dole

It's been quite a good night, glass of wine, some Skyrim and generally just chilling.

I think I'm gunna pick up the guitar more seriously again, I don't have a lot of much else to...
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So I didn't get the job I went for, my ex who "didn't have time for a relationship and her daughter" is now back in a relationship less than 2 months later, and my boss is still on my case giving me shit for stuff thats his fault, joy of joys, guess I'm just not good at not giving a shit.

I have a new plan for life!

wait for it it's brilliant!

I am no longer going to give a fuck about anything.

apparently giving a fuck about work, about people, just brings me misery so my new plan don' care, nobody else in my life seems to so why should I?

I think Mr E. has got it right

"I don't leave the house much, I don't like being around people, makes me nervous and weird"

"I'm turning out just like my father, though I swore I never would"

I think I'm just gunna lie here, don't feel like moving

"In case you're wondering we're singing, about growing up, about giving up and giving in"