duncanj100

Been rewatching Firefly and completely forgot about the bit at the end of the serenity episode, couldn't find a video unfortunately but it's Mal and Simon talking

Mal - "had a good day"
Simon -"You had the alliance on you, criminals and savages, half the people on the ship, including yourself, have been shot or been wounded and you're harbouring known fugitives"
Mal -"still flying"...
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In weight loss news I've lost another 2lbs in the past week and am now down to 13 Stone 8

Sadly thats about all the good stuff, insomnia is back and worse than ever (could be helping the weight loss) My finances are more or less completely fucked, the next couple of months are going to be interesting, all the jobs I apply for apparently...
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That whole positive outlook thing...not going too great right now...well shitass!

A friend asked me the other day if I was depressed, I don't think I'm depressed I mean I know I'm not happy, but I'm not exactly miserable or thinking there's no hope

True, I don't think there are many people I would trust as much anymore but thats just because of people being people.

I was also asked what it was I hoped for...
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Today was another day that made me feel kind of worthless and shitty.

worked far too much, just a nice 10 hour day of shit cos management um and ah about everything and you're left running ragged to the brink of falling down exhausted, my feet were actually bleeding from being on them all day.

And then I come home to a big empty house,...
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Today has been full of epic cleaning, but my room has never looked cleaner though.

I am looking forward to this, A long weekend of drinking, gaming, and some barbecue for good measure!

this is the kind of break I think I need, just to relax, get my head sorted and have a laugh while putting the world out of my mind so I'm happy...
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I've decided to give up about being angry etc. it's just not worth it, my new theory is to just get on with life and enjoy myself as much as possible

I managed to increase my upper weight limit for 4 of the 5 arm weight trainings I do today so I'm happy about that, I also absolutely beat the hell out of my abs,...
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I am fed up of people lying, being dishonest and just the general douchebaggery of people.

I went to pick up some of my things from my ex today, now she doesn't know (that I'm aware of) that I know she has a new boyfriend despite telling me she didn't have time for her daughter and a relationship, now I figured she might just want...
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Today seems to have been reminder after reminder of how single I am, between running into a friend of an ex who felt they needed to emphasize how happy my ex is with her new boyfriend (this is the selfish bitch of an ex before the last ex)

then getting an invitation to my cousins wedding made out to Duncan & Partner

Then went to...
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