duncanj100

pretty sure life is testing me, another shitty day of nothing going right

really do just want a break

Today has been a day where nothing has been going right

the only upside to this is that I was able to use the rage to cut 1 minute 38 off my 2 mile run time

Had an epic session in the gym, felt really good for what I accomplished, I do wonder what it is I did that I feel the need to punish my body so badly though

the rest of today sucked pretty hard though, felt crappy, got shit on by the manager as he was back after his holiday, nothing seemed to be going right throughout the...
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So for all the times I say I'm no longer helping people who don't deserve my help or that I have no reason to help, why the hell am I still doing it? whether it be people who haven't spoken to me in years or people who I'm not entirely convinced has ever actually liked me? guess I just have mug written all over my...
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I apologise for my last few posts, a combination of alcohol, stress and just general despair is not a good mix

on a plus side I'm back home and will be sleeping in my own bed tonight, so hopefully I'll feel better for that.

I think my main issue at the moment is feeling unappreciated, I try my hardest to keep so many people happy...
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The more i am alive the more cuntish i realise i am, like i noticed a Facebook update from my ex saying herand her daughter are being kept awake by the neighbors fucking, and my first thought is "good, that's what you fucking deserve for saying you don't have the time for me and your daughter and then starting to date someone else less than...
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The more i am alive the more cuntish i realise i am, like i noticed a Facebook update from my ex saying herand her daughter are being kept awake by the neighbors fucking, and my first thought is "good, that's what you fucking deserve for saying you don't have the time for me and your daughter and then starting to date someone else less than...
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So I'm lying on a rather uncomfortable camp bed in a room with no curtains and a street light right outside...fuck this

Also learnt one of my closest friends uncle is on his deathbed so have been trying to comfort him too from half a country away

I swear all the bad shit happens to good people that don't deserve it

I need some faith...
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My brain is pure evil, the first dream I remember in a long while and it involves my ex...bastard brain

anyway today is the drive up to Scotland, going up for my cousin's wedding, 5 hours alone in a car by myself, lets see how my sanity holds! bet I'm arguing with myself within the first 2 hours

dreading the family asking the "so when...
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