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So far this week is going better than last (not that that's a hard task to accomplish considering how shit last week was)

I've actually been out to where people go...and instantly remembered why I don't go where people go, so many gormless people so enveloped in pathetic little things that don't matter in the grand scheme (having spent 15 minutes in a queue listening...
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The world is a shitty place

people are fundamentally shitty to one another

I want off this planet

if you need me I'll be curled up on the sofa ignoring everything



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jackrabbit_:
Hugs babe xxxx
brightredscream:
Keep your head up
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jackrabbit_:
I wish your week was better love *hugs*
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Within 4 hours of being back my manager managed to piss me off and make me feel angry and aggressive all day!

Apparently people believe I have been doing nothing at work, slacking off, which couldn't be further from the truth, I've been slogging my guts out there, been doing far more than I should, hell if I wasn't working nothing would be happening as...
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jackrabbit_:
I have faith that you are bustin your ass! *hugs*
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Some days I wake up, look around and wonder where it all went wrong

feels like there's meant to be so much more, so much better





lectorvyal:
same, i think somewhere about 7 years ago everything went to shit for me, so many dreams after i left school then reality sunk in and life took over
jackrabbit_:
*hugs*
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I made it through the week and didn't kill anyone

this kinda feels like an accomplishment
jackrabbit_:
not killing people is always good. smile
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Had a good fun weekend in Nottingham seeing a close friend, cheered me up quite a bit, saw a few surreal things tongue witnessed a solitary cow walking across a bridge over the motorway, noone leading it.

then stopped by a roundabout where you would usually see empty bottles of cheap cider...in Nottingham no, they have empty bottles of Moet champagne! tongue

haha then on the Saturday...
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I think I should stop retreating inside my head, it can't be healthy right?

I also figure I'm turning into a worse human being, wishing a lot of misery on people when I should be the bigger person and just not give a fuck

but then I think I'm not capable of not giving a fuck

shitass and meh, hope everyones having a good time,...
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fische:
ah, if he does bring it in and you try it, be sure to let me know what it's like! I've heard good things, but it's sp pricey! x
brightredscream:
Sleep is good! I want you to try harder to think of something positive that you like about yourself. I insist.
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So my line manager at work got fired yesterday, that's one less person looking out for me at work, can't imagine it'll be long before they come sniping for me the way the stupid politics at that place goes, just as well I'm constantly looking for new jobs

Life still ain't picking up, but at least it doesn't seem to be getting any worse. still...
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