In weight loss news I've lost another 2lbs in the past week and am now down to 13 Stone 8
Sadly thats about all the good stuff, insomnia is back and worse than ever (could be helping the weight loss) My finances are more or less completely fucked, the next couple of months are going to be interesting, all the jobs I apply for apparently reject me before the interview stage so chances of actually furthering my career and earning more money are looking slim, due to work being in the shit with owing suppliers money, they are shouting at us to get more work out the door quicker which in turn makes me stressed, add to that the asshole manager now moaning more and treating some of us like retards cos things aren't working and equipment breaks down.
I think I'm on the verge of snapping
really need something to look forward to
supposed to be going up to Scotland for my cousins wedding on friday this means seeing extended family and being asked the "so when are you getting married/having kids" discussion which is always so much fun
On the plus side I have made some tasty (and surprisingly healthy) food lately, going to make Laab tomorrow mmm Laab
"I'm tired of sleeping with myself, I'm tired and all these drinks and drugs no longer help, I'm tired of lying about not thinking about you"
Oh and he would have been 60 today
RIP Joe
Sadly thats about all the good stuff, insomnia is back and worse than ever (could be helping the weight loss) My finances are more or less completely fucked, the next couple of months are going to be interesting, all the jobs I apply for apparently reject me before the interview stage so chances of actually furthering my career and earning more money are looking slim, due to work being in the shit with owing suppliers money, they are shouting at us to get more work out the door quicker which in turn makes me stressed, add to that the asshole manager now moaning more and treating some of us like retards cos things aren't working and equipment breaks down.
I think I'm on the verge of snapping
really need something to look forward to
supposed to be going up to Scotland for my cousins wedding on friday this means seeing extended family and being asked the "so when are you getting married/having kids" discussion which is always so much fun
On the plus side I have made some tasty (and surprisingly healthy) food lately, going to make Laab tomorrow mmm Laab
"I'm tired of sleeping with myself, I'm tired and all these drinks and drugs no longer help, I'm tired of lying about not thinking about you"
Oh and he would have been 60 today
RIP Joe