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Don't really want to go into work tomorrow. the "manager" is back in control and I've instantly gone from developing methods to aiding a level below me weigh powders into vials for an excipient compatibility study. I fucking hate the way this guy shits on me cos I don't bend over for him and actually stand up to him

I need out of this job,...
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blu:
i have this habit of quitting jobs i dont like. 3 times since 2011. oops. but im in such a good place because of it. it might make you happier to find something new? xx
brightredscream:
Start looking
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Ahhh hello again insomnia, my dearest enemy. It started up again on Saturday night, think the most entertaining part is people at work questioning how I can operate on no sleep, truth is I don't even know I just get on with it

the other downside to this is it starts me questioning why things have happened in my life and I start over-analysing everything...
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brightredscream:
I know exactly how you feel
blu:
i have it too frown it's getting really old now. sick of not sleeping like i used to.
But ive had some hypnotherapy and it seems to be working a bit better than i thought!
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Far too much work this week, and the managers expecting work done unrealistically, left me rather drained here

I did have a "date" earlier this week, seemed to go well but no real attraction from my part, ah well

I did break the 60K bench press for me this week though, managed to bench 62.5K biggrin gotta be happy about the little things

still not a...
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brogan:
yay for the vandals! smile
arroia:
Hope the weekend is better than the week. wink
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Is there an opt out option for the human race?

I don't mean this in a woe is me suicidal kinda way, I'm just finding myself more and more disgusted with people, some I know and some I'm simply judging from afar for the way they behave.

The latest fun fact is that my ex (not the last one, the one before that) has now...
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trills:
And thanks smile
fische:
Aw so cute! Me too actually, till I was about 7 (shameful!)
My brother threw it in the fire & I was heartbroken! Better to get it out the way while they're too little to remember wink
Hole you're good mr x
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Got a text from my sister today.

Apparently my niece would like a cousin, preferably a girl cousin. And apparently if I'm not married by the age of 30 my niece is going to have words with me.

things like this make me feel like utter shit

think I'm going to go sleep see if all this shit goes away


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fische:
Thanks lovely.
It's Bath smile
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blu:
aw man im gonna get that from my niece when shes a bit older then. damn haha i didnt know they started asking for that!!
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It's days like this I'm glad my niece and nephew were around, helped cheer me up a shit load

been listening to a lot of built to spill lately, but today has certainly been a godspeed kinda day

kinda glad I've got a trip to Nottingham on the horizon as well
blu:
I know what you mean hun, my niece always cheers me up. They take your mind off things huh smile i hope you're ok! xxx <3
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Sat in a hotel room in London all alone bored out of my skull

I'm down here for a training course with work, which I only got sent on cos it's free

Not complaining though, it's nice to be away from work even if only for a day smile
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Fun night bowling biggrin

I know I need to get out more like that, it feels so good to just let loose and laugh with no pressure and knowing I'm always in control

smile

what have you all been up to?
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Yay the blame game, my work seems to love playing that, this time apparently it's my fault a method wasn't issued despite me having written it, got it technically reviewed and passing it to the QC manager 6 months ago, on whose shelf it has been sat for the past 6 months...yeahhhh I need outta that job

other than work everything is peachy, I feel...
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jackrabbit_:
Sorry work is still being douchey... *hugs*
perr:
This sounds a lot like one of my regular rants. It's so sad, but true. It's ok though, because we will be on the outside, one way or another, away from it.

Glad to hear life is peachy! kiss

Perr oxo
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Just another day in paradise tongue

things are pretty much the same as they ever are, but I feel happier in my body and energy

I wish I could say things were moving forward in every respect but they're not, but at least nothing seems to be getting any worse smile




brightredscream:
Glad to see some positivity coming from you
jackrabbit_:
smile smile <3