duncanj100

Not feeling myself right now, keep looking in the mirror and not sure I recognise the person staring back

I'm getting more and more frustrated at not being able to write music at the moment, everything I write just seems to fall apart

I'm sure things are going to get better, it's just looking for the handhold to pull myself out of this slum

Back home for my 4 days off, had a hospital appointment about my wisdom teeth, apparently I don't need them out so hooray for that.

On the downside of being home is that less than half a day in and questioning became "so how come you haven't met someone yet" gahh just cannot be bothered with that shit

Lately music has looked a lot like...
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so I got to go out for a drink with the girl from work that I like

I worked up the nerve and asked her on a proper date

She said no

The end

been self destructing a bit lately, getting more and more frustrated, burnt a load of music notes I had made cos it sounded great one day and terrible the next, got super pissed off in the lab and nearly threw some chemicals around in anger/frustration

Really think I need something to ground me, something to put me on the right track

getting back to the feeling that I really want someone in my life, And think I've scared off the girl I liked from work

C'est ma vie I guess

getting back to the feeling that I really want someone in my life, And think I've scared off the girl I liked from work

C'est ma vie I guess

There are days where I feel I've fucked up my life beyond all recognition.

I'm currently sat here, sipping on bourbon thinking that the me of a year ago would be pretty happy in this place, having moved out, getting a job that I enjoy and am not treated like shit at and am actually paid reasonably well at, so why do I want more?...
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2 weeks ago I said goodbye to my beard

And since in the cause of mens health I have been growing a silly tache

If you can spare any money at all it would be greatly appreciated you can donate here

Sometimes I really miss having a friend close by...

on the plus side, I wrote an awesome bass riff, need to turn that into a song...

So yesterday was really crap and I thought it was leading in to a really shitty week, The journey to work was heavily congested so I was half an hour late, the experiment I ran over the weekend had gone tits up and the equipment had decided to now have issues so I spent ages to try and sort it then to top it off...
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Ok I have one important question about the new site, how the hell do I zoom out! everything is too big to see easily on my screen, it seems like it's been designed for television screens...