duncanj100

So my job (that I really hate) has made me permanent, as much as I hate my job at least I don't have to worry about going on the dole

It's been quite a good night, glass of wine, some Skyrim and generally just chilling.

I think I'm gunna pick up the guitar more seriously again, I don't have a lot of much else to...
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So I didn't get the job I went for, my ex who "didn't have time for a relationship and her daughter" is now back in a relationship less than 2 months later, and my boss is still on my case giving me shit for stuff thats his fault, joy of joys, guess I'm just not good at not giving a shit.

I have a new plan for life!

wait for it it's brilliant!

I am no longer going to give a fuck about anything.

apparently giving a fuck about work, about people, just brings me misery so my new plan don' care, nobody else in my life seems to so why should I?

I think Mr E. has got it right

"I don't leave the house much, I don't like being around people, makes me nervous and weird"

"I'm turning out just like my father, though I swore I never would"

I think I'm just gunna lie here, don't feel like moving

"In case you're wondering we're singing, about growing up, about giving up and giving in"

I am getting dangerously close to snapping. I am very very very close to refusing to be helpful to anyone ever again, as apparently being nice and helpful to people just gets you met with abuse.

My brother and his freeloading ways are starting to really really really get on my tits, he now expects a lift with his boyfriend to Scotland for our cousins...
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Looking forward to a night of drunkenness and food with some people I used to work with

one night to look forward to, wonder whats going to go wrong

So I've decided to rejoin a dating site, not convinced I'm completely ready for it but better to look and see than just sit and mope, never know what might happen...

I'm finding work a little more bearable as long as I avoid the analytical manager, sick to death of his "my way is always right" attitude, especially as he's usually wrong, but apparently they...
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I really want superpowers, it'd be fun, preferably a bit of telepathy and telekinesis. What superpowers would you want?

I'm really not looking forward to work tomorrow, very tempted to just ring in sick though not sure what I'd do all day... :S

I still don't feel completely at home being at home all the time yet, and the waking up alone is still shit,...
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Does anyone actually succeed in meeting their dreams and aspirations of childhood? I think the closest of mine is becoming a doctor/vet and cure disease and thats a tenuous link at best, basically I help develop drugs that could potentially ease suffering and prolong life depending on the disease, the more I think about this fact the slightly better I feel about things

now I...
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My leg seems a lot better, even managed a little jog today, which was good, hopefully this means I can get back to training properly soon.

I'm still trying to be positive but it seems to get a little harder everyday, not entirely sure what I even want out of life anymore

ahh well, lets keep going powering through this shit

So my interview seemed to go really well which was good, so with any luck they'll offer me a job. which is good because I'm getting more and more annoyed and fed up with my job, as I was gone for the afternoon and all of a sudden I'm apparently not doing a good enough job and everything changes god I hate the manager just...
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