Today has been full of epic cleaning, but my room has never looked cleaner though.
I am looking forward to this, A long weekend of drinking, gaming, and some barbecue for good measure!
this is the kind of break I think I need, just to relax, get my head sorted and have a laugh while putting the world out of my mind so I'm happy... Read More
I've decided to give up about being angry etc. it's just not worth it, my new theory is to just get on with life and enjoy myself as much as possible
I managed to increase my upper weight limit for 4 of the 5 arm weight trainings I do today so I'm happy about that, I also absolutely beat the hell out of my abs,... Read More
I am fed up of people lying, being dishonest and just the general douchebaggery of people.
I went to pick up some of my things from my ex today, now she doesn't know (that I'm aware of) that I know she has a new boyfriend despite telling me she didn't have time for her daughter and a relationship, now I figured she might just want... Read More
Today seems to have been reminder after reminder of how single I am, between running into a friend of an ex who felt they needed to emphasize how happy my ex is with her new boyfriend (this is the selfish bitch of an ex before the last ex)
then getting an invitation to my cousins wedding made out to Duncan & Partner
Why would someone tell you your ex is really happy? Rubbing salt into wounds much? Not cool.
I always think, when it's right, you'll find someone. If I'm single and kind of give up trying to find a relationship, a few guys tend to show interest at once. Typical! It'll happen for you though lovely.
You're always really friendly on here anyway!
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i like it, and how simple it is to use, even though it prob looks complicated, owning a camera so old makes you wonder what pictures it has taken throughout its life
So I'm beginning to feel less and less connected to humanity these days, between crap TV and bollocks spoken in public it just hardly seems worth it anymore.
Oh and killing my manager is becoming more and more of a possiblity as he carries on his holier than thou and "only my way is right" malarky. He even makes it almost unbearable to be in... Read More
On the plus side, at least your job is permanent
Yes, when there's a need for some money saved, it's hard on just a wage and being a single mummy. Just good job I have accumulated much "stuff" over the years. Anyway, It feels quite nice to be sorting and organsing and de-cluttering.
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During my time at uni, when everything was going so shit I got so miserable and depressed I attempted suicide, luckily there was no scarring or any evidence I did this, but I know it happened, unfortunately I know at this point I'm beginning to feel very very similar right... Read More
So today felt truly shit, like completely and utterly shit, I haven't felt this crap/miserable/messed up since my first year at uni, It's leaving me to feel like so little is possible in life at the moment, and that all my time is wasted, I hate being this person
So today at work was pretty good, there was lots of joking around, making fun of the sunburnt people and just generally having fun while we work, shame the manager is back tomorrow to ruin that
on the other side we had a few new students start at work, one of whom I got talking to, and we were getting along really well...and then one... Read More
