So my line manager at work got fired yesterday, that's one less person looking out for me at work, can't imagine it'll be long before they come sniping for me the way the stupid politics at that place goes, just as well I'm constantly looking for new jobs
Life still ain't picking up, but at least it doesn't seem to be getting any worse. still...
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Life still ain't picking up, but at least it doesn't seem to be getting any worse. still...
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Anyone got any advice? about life, women, universe, anything?
feel like I can't do anything right anymore
everything at work is failing and the bosses are shouting at me even though there's nothing more I can do about it.
The more I dwell on the past I feel like I've lost so much time trying to make people who don't appreciate me happy
I wish...
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feel like I can't do anything right anymore
everything at work is failing and the bosses are shouting at me even though there's nothing more I can do about it.
The more I dwell on the past I feel like I've lost so much time trying to make people who don't appreciate me happy
I wish...
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mayhem03:
I've been having the same issues, different work. I finally just said things are going to change. I took some big chances in what my heart wanted and things started to finally go my way. Visualize what you want and don't let those fukkers bring you down. Your path is somewhere 
brightredscream:
You need to lift yourself out of that dark place.
brightredscream:
For his size it's middle aged 
A lazy Sunday
alone and shitty
realising I have no people skills
alone and shitty
realising I have no people skills
brightredscream:
I just hate people 
brightredscream:
Same here!
The more I'm forced to rely on people, the more I realise how unreliable people are
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brightredscream:
Something good WILL happen
brightredscream:
Yeah it does, but what can I do? I just have to be patient I guess
Today has been brought to you by feeling used, like shit and generally abused
enjoy!
enjoy!
brightredscream:
Sorry to hear hon
Sorry to hear hon
brightredscream:
It will probably be at least a year before he can be here full time
My dad turned 59 yesterday, I look at him and can't even imagine living that long...kinda fucked up
I sit at work and listen to people go on about their inane lives and inane problems, declaring every little problem they encounter as "a ballache" and I realise, I have no connection to these people whatsoever, It's been a long time since I've hung out with...
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I sit at work and listen to people go on about their inane lives and inane problems, declaring every little problem they encounter as "a ballache" and I realise, I have no connection to these people whatsoever, It's been a long time since I've hung out with...
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brightredscream:
I know that feeling so well
one day I will know the sweet success of winning
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brightredscream:
Do they?
brightredscream:
Thanks hon
So today I learnt how freakishly strong my legs are, apparently I can squat 90kg...thats more than my bodyweight, does this technically make me an ant
I am finding myself getting really horny lately, which then gets more frustrating knowing I have no real outlet for it
ah well, everything in time as they say
I am finding myself getting really horny lately, which then gets more frustrating knowing I have no real outlet for it
ah well, everything in time as they say
I did really well at the gym today
as for the rest of life I don't think I've ever felt this broken, and this really crap weather isn't helping
as for the rest of life I don't think I've ever felt this broken, and this really crap weather isn't helping
there are days when I don't want to emerge from bed, these are becoming more and more frequent
these are bad days
these are bad days
It's nights like these that I most miss having someone to cuddle up to and watch films with
Instead I find myself lying on the sofa, watching films and drinking beer wishing I had some human contact.
I fully admit I'm not the most sociable of creatures, I abhor clubs and find myself happiest in a little pub, and because I live in the ass...
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Instead I find myself lying on the sofa, watching films and drinking beer wishing I had some human contact.
I fully admit I'm not the most sociable of creatures, I abhor clubs and find myself happiest in a little pub, and because I live in the ass...
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sailorcandy:
ha good!
trills:
Can't really comment on the women, but I can't fault you for effort, that's for sure!
Is there anything tying you to your current location, would a move actually be possible? Blackburn isn't the best of locations either, I have to admit to being completely detached from the town and general public for the most part, I live in my own spooky bubble
Is there anything tying you to your current location, would a move actually be possible? Blackburn isn't the best of locations either, I have to admit to being completely detached from the town and general public for the most part, I live in my own spooky bubble