duncanj100

Is it wrong I celebrate when people I went to school with don't recognise me? not because they were assholes at school more cos I don't want to interact with them?

I'm beginning to worry more and more about my sociopathic tendencies lately, and that most of my social interaction stems around 1 or 2 people, 1 of which is going away for 3 months...
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are you supposed to know what you want or what you're doing with life by the age of 26? cos I sure as hell don't

I'm getting fed up of bashing my head against the wall at work, if there was a modicum of intelligence involved I would swear it was sabotage, but no it's just idiocy

It's only just now sinking in that for...
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anyone got any hope to spare?

could really use some

So far this week is going better than last (not that that's a hard task to accomplish considering how shit last week was)

I've actually been out to where people go...and instantly remembered why I don't go where people go, so many gormless people so enveloped in pathetic little things that don't matter in the grand scheme (having spent 15 minutes in a queue listening...
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The world is a shitty place

people are fundamentally shitty to one another

I want off this planet

if you need me I'll be curled up on the sofa ignoring everything

Within 4 hours of being back my manager managed to piss me off and make me feel angry and aggressive all day!

Apparently people believe I have been doing nothing at work, slacking off, which couldn't be further from the truth, I've been slogging my guts out there, been doing far more than I should, hell if I wasn't working nothing would be happening as...
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Some days I wake up, look around and wonder where it all went wrong

feels like there's meant to be so much more, so much better

I made it through the week and didn't kill anyone

this kinda feels like an accomplishment

Had a good fun weekend in Nottingham seeing a close friend, cheered me up quite a bit, saw a few surreal things witnessed a solitary cow walking across a bridge over the motorway, noone leading it.

then stopped by a roundabout where you would usually see empty bottles of cheap cider...in Nottingham no, they have empty bottles of Moet champagne!

haha then on the Saturday...
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I think I should stop retreating inside my head, it can't be healthy right?

I also figure I'm turning into a worse human being, wishing a lot of misery on people when I should be the bigger person and just not give a fuck

but then I think I'm not capable of not giving a fuck

shitass and meh, hope everyones having a good time,...
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maybe one day I'll learn