It's officially Christmas here in the UK so Merry Christmas Everyone
Cannot wait to be back in my own bed
Lying on a sofa in London, listening to my mates flatmate and his girlfriend humping
Joyous times
Lying on a sofa in London, listening to my mates flatmate and his girlfriend humping
Joyous times
Back to London today and home tomorrow, the holiday is officially over
Really excited about going to Bruges tomorrow (well today technically) not excited about the 4 am start though 
first holiday in 3 years going to be great
first holiday in 3 years going to be great
ginicolorful:
Have fun! Take a lots of pictures!
There are times I just could not give a solitary fuck, this is one of those times
I am in full holiday mood so I don't care about work
I've realised what a bitch my ex was so she can go hang
And I now (thanks to holiday) only have 3 full days of work left
sometimes all it takes is realising you can escape...
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I am in full holiday mood so I don't care about work
I've realised what a bitch my ex was so she can go hang
And I now (thanks to holiday) only have 3 full days of work left
sometimes all it takes is realising you can escape...
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jackrabbit_:
I hope you do cheer up. *hugs* If you ever need to vent or talk or whatever, I am always around to listen sweetheart.
automatic_lover:
cheer up darling!
So I started getting hopeful.
since then 2 family members have died, not close family members but enough to see a decline in my dads mood (his cousin and his sister-in-laws dad are the ones that died so both people he was close to)
at this point I feel so helpless, so useless and like there's nothing in this world that is going well for...
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since then 2 family members have died, not close family members but enough to see a decline in my dads mood (his cousin and his sister-in-laws dad are the ones that died so both people he was close to)
at this point I feel so helpless, so useless and like there's nothing in this world that is going well for...
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Christmas Shopping: Sorted
Crappy Job: Still Ongoing
Warm Clothes for Bruges: Bought
I'm very much living day to day at the moment, trying my hardest not to let it all get me down, thankfully I have going to Bruges next week to keep me going.
I'm also trying to reduce my drinking, though some days there is nothing I want more...
Things that are keeping...
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Crappy Job: Still Ongoing
Warm Clothes for Bruges: Bought
I'm very much living day to day at the moment, trying my hardest not to let it all get me down, thankfully I have going to Bruges next week to keep me going.
I'm also trying to reduce my drinking, though some days there is nothing I want more...
Things that are keeping...
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So this weekend I did something I swore I never would...
I returned to Bradford, and I still don't like it, despite not having been there in years and not being alone I still had mild panic attacks, so freaking bad
then went to the light up a life at the local hospice, every year there's a bulb that comes on for a few seconds...
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I returned to Bradford, and I still don't like it, despite not having been there in years and not being alone I still had mild panic attacks, so freaking bad
then went to the light up a life at the local hospice, every year there's a bulb that comes on for a few seconds...
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ginicolorful:
What? Why are you bleeding?
today has been truly shit
nothing has gone right
I am fucking done
I am giving up
nothing has gone right
I am fucking done
I am giving up
ginicolorful:
i totally understand you... im also giving up
At the moment all the fighting doesn't seem worth it
maybe should have given up a long time ago
but for now I'll keep fighting, cos I don't know what else to do
"I'm in a crisis, I need help, come on mood shift, shift back to good again"
maybe should have given up a long time ago
but for now I'll keep fighting, cos I don't know what else to do
"I'm in a crisis, I need help, come on mood shift, shift back to good again"