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Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

Oct 20, 2004
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I listened to basement on a hill today and it made me really sad.

Last night, talking to D I realized that I don't actually believe that I am going to die. I've imagined how gutwrenching it would be if my parents or sisters died, or D, or a friend. I recognize that all of you will die one day too. Ironically, many years ago when I considered killing myself and I kinda imagined that everything would be the same for me, except that I wouldn't have to do the things I used to and know the people I knew. I wonder if I will ever accept it. I don't know if it is juvenile to not accept your death. Have you accepted your death - do you KNOW that it is imminent and inevitable?

thank you indulging me this grade 9 moment.
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pinkokitty:
yes..i inherited a farm three years ago. as a landowner (surprise!) i need to have my ducks in a row, should i get hit by a bus or a meteor.

they're pretty easy. here, the legal documents will cost you less than a hundred bucks, but just writing it down on paper, dating and signing it is also legal. not as efficient for those left behind, but legal nonetheless.
Oct 29, 2004
damonone:
damn. well at least i tried. smile
Oct 29, 2004

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