dumbunny

I don't know how to do this ... whether I drink or not or take my meds or not I am always accused of drinking ... what, I can't be or act or fake happy without being drunk?! ... Or I can't have stupid moments while my brain is re-generating (look it up, it's common) ... It's like I'm supposed to be perfect all the time ... cleaning the house, doing the laundry, taking care of the kid and the pets ...

I am just having a really shitty day ...