Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

dumbunny

Greencastle, PA 17225

Member Since 2004

Followers 406 Following 392

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Sunday Sep 06, 2009

Sep 6, 2009
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I'm sitting here upstairs, my sick son asleep in his room, my husband and 2 other couples downstairs celebrating the two guys b-days... laughing, joking, obviously having fun. Not drinking at all since hubbie wont let alcohol in the house... But I'm not sure what would/is pissing me off more... If they were drinking I would feel mopey and depressed because I can't... But the fact that they are all so happy and having fun w/o a drop to drink just infuriates me... How??? How the fuck are they doing that?! Why can't I do it too?! Pisses me off...

I've said a few times I'm coming down, after I give Nico his medicine, after he eats, after he falls asleep... Well, he's been asleep for about 45 mins now and I'm still sitting here... I took my meds hoping after they kicked in I would feel an iota of desire to go be social... Nothing... I don't want to go force smiles and fake laughter... All I want to do is sit here and stay away from all the mess... Besides, I would just bring the party down with my mood... and that's not fair to them... they're supposed to be having a good time, and they are...

So I'm still sitting here...
bigman316:
i know.....it baffles me to this day how the "normal" people can go have fun without taking one drink. or even more staggering to my imagination is how people can go out and literally have just a drink or two. so yeah, that is why in the last six years my social life has pretty much.....vanished.

i am pretty sure i told you this before...but goodness i do love your latest profile pic....you rock!!
Sep 12, 2009

More Blogs

  • 02.23.12
    2

    Friday Feb 24, 2012

    UUUGGGHHH ... I feel like crap ...
  • 02.23.12
    4

    Thursday Feb 23, 2012

    I don't know how to do this ... whether I drink or not or take my med…
  • 02.20.12
    3

    Monday Feb 20, 2012

    Read More
  • 11.29.11
    1

    Tuesday Nov 29, 2011

    this whole thing seems stupid ... why do people even get married anyw…
  • 11.19.11
    0

    Sunday Nov 20, 2011

    I guess this has been an ok weekend ... Friday morning was a little b…
  • 11.18.11
    1

    Friday Nov 18, 2011

    ( Today is Hubbies B-Day ) : Grumble, grumble ... The french toast …
  • 11.10.11
    3

    Thursday Nov 10, 2011

    Just got "sent to bed" by my husband for my attitude. WTFE. How F-ing…
  • 11.02.11
    7

    Wednesday Nov 02, 2011

    Hey all ... Not to whine about life, but all the recent events, over …
  • 10.13.11
    3

    Thursday Oct 13, 2011

    Read More
  • 10.10.11
    3

    Monday Oct 10, 2011

    Gave my 2 weeks notice. Then I will sign up for my insurance license …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
9
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,598 SuicideGirls
  • 1,115,831 followers
  • 14,938,862 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,440,425 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo