You ever have one of those days where you feel like you should be happy but your just not? That's my day today. I think a big part of it is the insecurity I've been feeling. Even though I'm losing weight and feeling better, once I get around my husband I feel completely insecure and fat and ugly. Everyone is telling me how great I'm looking and how good I'm doing but his is the only opinion/approval I'm really looking for. I want him to think/see I'm making an effort. I'm trying to get back to being the girl he married. The girl he couldn't keep his hands off. The girl he always told was beautiful. Did I let things go so far those days are gone? 
candycrimson:
You shouldn't let yourself feel down about your weight because of your husband. If you want to lose some pounds, and you're achieving it you should feel proud. It is a difficult thing to do. 