I think things will be ok eventually.....i dunno im overwhelmed right now...
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REALITY SUCKS.
I hate the person I have become. I'm a terrible friend, a terrible girlfriend. And to be honest most of the time I don't even feel like much of a mom.
Every morning that I look in the mirror I hate what I see. Someone who lies, cheats and hurts the people closest to me. I wish I could blame it all on...
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I hate the person I have become. I'm a terrible friend, a terrible girlfriend. And to be honest most of the time I don't even feel like much of a mom.
Every morning that I look in the mirror I hate what I see. Someone who lies, cheats and hurts the people closest to me. I wish I could blame it all on...
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skzoid:
You have to be honest with yourself and true to yourself before you can be as such with anyone else.
Do what I always did when I was a kid growing up and was having a bad day. Go to the south point on Tubbs Hill and skip rocks or take the high trail to the small meadow that looks over the city. And when ever you go to Tubbs Hill you will want to take a book. It's a great stress reliever. Good luck.
Do what I always did when I was a kid growing up and was having a bad day. Go to the south point on Tubbs Hill and skip rocks or take the high trail to the small meadow that looks over the city. And when ever you go to Tubbs Hill you will want to take a book. It's a great stress reliever. Good luck.
dulcemara:
*sigh* he didn't come home last night. He stayed at her house and drank. than slept over there. I have no idea when he will come home today. Work is gonna suck ass.
And my bladder infection is KILLING me. My back hurts so bad. DAMNIT! I wish I had medical insurance grrrr....
And my bladder infection is KILLING me. My back hurts so bad. DAMNIT! I wish I had medical insurance grrrr....
Well, just seems that once one thing gets better another gets worse.
Brandon and I still aren't doing too hot. Things got pretty bad last night. I try my hardest to show that I care and do stuff for him, but I don't think that it is enough. He even said so himself. So I am not sure what to do. I really am trying....
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Brandon and I still aren't doing too hot. Things got pretty bad last night. I try my hardest to show that I care and do stuff for him, but I don't think that it is enough. He even said so himself. So I am not sure what to do. I really am trying....
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kingskottie:
this girl is so groovy!
desmobile:
health is the most important.
Well today hasn't been all too great of a day so far. I had to go into the ER today because I was having really bad abdominal pain. And I found out that the cancer has returned. GO FIGURE. So the best option right now is to have a hystorectomy. So we are planning to do it at the end of April, when I get...
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doublec:
you seem so strong and positive that i have no doubt you have what it takes to beat cancer. 
i'm gonna send you lots of positive vibes, hang in there. email me anytime if you ever want to talk, rant, cry etc....
i'm gonna send you lots of positive vibes, hang in there. email me anytime if you ever want to talk, rant, cry etc....
andromeda:
Sorry to hear about things. Good thing you have a baby already just incase you do have to have a hysterectomy. I know what you must be going through with Brandon. The whole trust issue in relationships can really tear things apart. The best advice I can give is to trust your instinct and your gut feeling. I don't know your whole story but I'd love to listen. If your up to feeling better we should try to hang out. Cheer up darlin! Things will get better!
I wish the pain would just go away.
Brandon hung out with a girl from work yesterday. The girl he met and is giving rides to and from work. He came home and told me he kissed her. But stopped it. I appreciate him not going any further, and definately for telling me the truth but I can't stop crying. I feel us slipping apart...
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Brandon hung out with a girl from work yesterday. The girl he met and is giving rides to and from work. He came home and told me he kissed her. But stopped it. I appreciate him not going any further, and definately for telling me the truth but I can't stop crying. I feel us slipping apart...
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scykon:
It's times like this I'd lov ot offer some advice, but any love-related advice I have comes from watchin syndicated Jerry Springer repeats at 3AM.
So, i hope it all works out.
So, i hope it all works out.
magnadolce:
I'm in the same boat, sister. I hope all runs well soon. (it will eventually) 
And Good Day To You All! It is yet ANOTHER gorgeous day in North Idaho. Last I checked it was 55 degrees out. Feels like summer to me since it's been so damn cold. I drove around with my window down all day hehehe. Now I am going to take this opportunity to do some hardcore cleaning b4 Brandon gets home. I know, I clean...
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poprocks:
hi, you have such an awesome/ unique look/ style. i think that covers my compliment.
Come on! you have to come to the SG show, it's gonna be outta control!!!
Come on! you have to come to the SG show, it's gonna be outta control!!!
andromeda:
I wish I could go to the SG show in Seattle too.
OK. Not a whole lot has changed but there are a few things that are better
Such as the weather. HE HE. It is gorgeous over here! Not a cloud in the sky and all the snow is melted. I swear I can feel spring creeping up. I just wish it would hurry.
I found the PERFECT bathing suit at target yesterday. Red with Big...
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Such as the weather. HE HE. It is gorgeous over here! Not a cloud in the sky and all the snow is melted. I swear I can feel spring creeping up. I just wish it would hurry.
I found the PERFECT bathing suit at target yesterday. Red with Big...
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andromeda:
Hey there! Well, I have a new camera that needs broke in if you want to meet up and I can shoot some pics for you. Yeah there are no feminine girls in my area that I know of. I'd love to meet some of yours. Your a hot girl. We definitley need to hook you up with some great shots.
dulcemara:
lol. Why thankyou *giggle* When would you like to meet? I am free just about everyday after work in the afternoon. Except tomorrow I have a dinner with all of the people from work. Let me know what would be good for you
*giggle* When would you like to meet? I am free just about everyday after work in the afternoon. Except tomorrow I have a dinner with all of the people from work. Let me know what would be good for you OK. I still have no idea what is going on with Brandon and I. We didn't talk at all last night. We were tired. We just went to bed. He didn't get home till like 11 pm. He said he just didn't want to come home. I don't blame him.
I'm depressed.
I'm tired.
I wish I hadn't gotten screwed in ebay so I had...
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I'm depressed.
I'm tired.
I wish I hadn't gotten screwed in ebay so I had...
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andromeda:
Hey! Well I am in spokane, and so close to you. I would love to take some pics with you or even do a set for you. I sent in my set and hopefully it should be out soon. Let me know when a good time for you is and we can schedule a time to meet up.
dulcemara:
well i will have to see what happends. brandon wanted to do my first set. hopefully i can get it done soon so i can be an SG, but i would love to meet you anywho nice to meet someone who is into SG from the same area
nice to meet someone who is into SG from the same area Well last night was TERRIBLE. Things don't seem to be going too well with me and Brandon. It is my fault. I lied to him about something. Something that I didn't need to lie about but I did anyways. He's pretty upset and how can I blame him ya know? So I don't know what is going on with us. We haven't tlaked about it....
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snaggle_puss:
Awww, that sucks girl. 3 years is a long time though, and I am sure he will look at that and see it is far too precious to throw away. Good luck, try not to stress, and you have alot of friends on here that will listen to what you have to say.
priss:
sorry for the drama...
chin up gorgeous, t'will all work out in the end
chin up gorgeous, t'will all work out in the end
So I just got done talking to my sons dads wife. LOL. That was interesting. They had a son 2 weeks ago. Nice to know that he can take care of that child and not his first born son. But whatever. that's his loss. At least she is nice enough to still talk to me though. It's nice to know what is going on. Now...
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papawheelie:
hi
franandzooey:
Whoa! You have the cutest hair I have ever seen!
P.S. Jordon is a cutie.
P.S. Jordon is a cutie.
-Sean in LA
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