Wednesday Dec 29, 2004

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Funny thing. I signed up on here like a year ago and sent in application pics or whatever and had this huge dream of being an SG. I was totally excited and totally thought I could do it. And now it's been like a fucking year and there is a new girl going up everday and all I can think is *hmm....that could have been me* Funny how much it sucks when you just give up on your dreams. When you're so sure that something is gonna happen and work out and than it doesn't. Shittiest part is that you know it's your fault that it didn't. That you fucked up. And everyday you are reminded of it.

Funny how that pertains to so many differant aspects of my life.

I suck. Owell. smile Who needs dreams anyways HAHAHA.

Hope everyone had a good holiday.

*kisses*
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alivewocause:
It is funny what life throws as us.... but what can you do except dive and throw it back... keep trying and i am pretty sure that you will make it, you are most definitly beautiful enough to be on this site, just flood them with pics and maybe one will catch their eyes, but stay away from thinkgs that have been used toooooo much, like bath tubs and the such.... have a nice time in your world.. peace
Alive
witchdoctor:
I'm sure you will become a SG if you choose to. If you do, let me know the moment you are finally posted so I can put you on my favorites list. ARRR!!!

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