Reality sux. Especially when you realize that everything that is making you miserable is your own fault. Than you look in the mirror and realize that you dont like who you are. Or who you have become. Talk about a self esteem knock down.
Work sux ass. We can't keep anyone so I keep on losing days off. I'm tired, I hurt, and I'm extremely depressed.
I'd give anything to just load a big fat bowl and get so blazed that I can't even think.
I really need to get on the ball with packing. I haven't even started and the goal was to be out by the end of the month. But I have no motivation to do anything.
I lost myself somewhere somehow. I wish I could find me. I also wish that I had someone to just hold me at night. Maybe than I would get some sleep for once. *sigh*
I see no silver lining on this stupid fucking cloud by the way. I think someone stole it.
Work sux ass. We can't keep anyone so I keep on losing days off. I'm tired, I hurt, and I'm extremely depressed.
I'd give anything to just load a big fat bowl and get so blazed that I can't even think.
I really need to get on the ball with packing. I haven't even started and the goal was to be out by the end of the month. But I have no motivation to do anything.
I lost myself somewhere somehow. I wish I could find me. I also wish that I had someone to just hold me at night. Maybe than I would get some sleep for once. *sigh*
I see no silver lining on this stupid fucking cloud by the way. I think someone stole it.
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makishart:
hello
zeus013:
sorry about how you feel. when i'm feeling to heavy. i'll do something stupid to make my son laugh that at least pokes a hole through the clouds. day by day.