*SIGH* Another day come and gone. They seem to be flying by so quickly lately. I can't believe it is almost October. I am NOT looking forward to the winter and the snow however. *bleh*
Well, work wasn't too bad today. For once I only had one block of rooms. As compared to Wednesday, when I had half of the fucking hotel to clean on my own. That was a 12 hour day. I tell you, the human body is not meant to clean 32 identical rooms for 12 hours straight. It messes with your mind. No wonder I'm so fucked up hahaha.
I think I am in dire need of some self pampering. So I went to the salon today and got some hair dye, makeup, and bright red nail polish
I am going to put the bright red chunks back in my hair tonight and make myself feel pretty once again. I haven't felt very good about myself in a while. Maybe it will help to lift my spirits a little or at least occupy the rest of my day until Brandon gets home And, as long as it all turns out the way I want it to and doesn't take me till midnight, Brandon and I are gonna do a photoset tonight. Either way, I will take some pics of my hair etc when I am all done. Which means I should prob get started here soon lol. I have to bleach chunks, dye them red and touch up the roots. This could take a while LOL. But will be TOTALLY worth it in the end. I have missed my red anywho
Brandon's ex came into town Wednesday also. It was not a good day in anyway. I just can't help it. I will always feel like I am living in her shadow. That was Brandon's first true love. They were together for 7 years. He will never be able to love me the way that he did her, and that is hard for me to deal with. And to be honest, a majority of the time when she comes into town I feel like I'm put second best to her. *sigh* I think I have insecurity issues. Maybe I should try to deal with those.......NAH. That takes too much time and effort. LOL.
Anywho, I posted those pics from vacation in my folder, so feel free to check them out. If I ever get the authorization I will post more
OK, off to start the beautifying process. Wish me luck!
*kisses*
P.S. HOLY SHIT! Could I put anymore smiley faces in my damn entry>???? I'm really not that happy. They just sneak their way in there I think......
There, that's to even it out a bit LOL
Well, work wasn't too bad today. For once I only had one block of rooms. As compared to Wednesday, when I had half of the fucking hotel to clean on my own. That was a 12 hour day. I tell you, the human body is not meant to clean 32 identical rooms for 12 hours straight. It messes with your mind. No wonder I'm so fucked up hahaha.
I think I am in dire need of some self pampering. So I went to the salon today and got some hair dye, makeup, and bright red nail polish
I am going to put the bright red chunks back in my hair tonight and make myself feel pretty once again. I haven't felt very good about myself in a while. Maybe it will help to lift my spirits a little or at least occupy the rest of my day until Brandon gets home And, as long as it all turns out the way I want it to and doesn't take me till midnight, Brandon and I are gonna do a photoset tonight. Either way, I will take some pics of my hair etc when I am all done. Which means I should prob get started here soon lol. I have to bleach chunks, dye them red and touch up the roots. This could take a while LOL. But will be TOTALLY worth it in the end. I have missed my red anywho
Brandon's ex came into town Wednesday also. It was not a good day in anyway. I just can't help it. I will always feel like I am living in her shadow. That was Brandon's first true love. They were together for 7 years. He will never be able to love me the way that he did her, and that is hard for me to deal with. And to be honest, a majority of the time when she comes into town I feel like I'm put second best to her. *sigh* I think I have insecurity issues. Maybe I should try to deal with those.......NAH. That takes too much time and effort. LOL.
Anywho, I posted those pics from vacation in my folder, so feel free to check them out.
If I ever get the authorization I will post more
OK, off to start the beautifying process. Wish me luck!
*kisses*
P.S. HOLY SHIT! Could I put anymore smiley faces in my damn entry>???? I'm really not that happy. They just sneak their way in there I think......
There, that's to even it out a bit LOL
cunninglinquist:
we all need some self pampering
dulcemara:
yes...that is so true. I feel better already I will post some pics a little later on today when i get them uploaded.
I will post some pics a little later on today when i get them uploaded.