dulcemara

Well, for the most part my vacation was really good. I had a total blast and didn't sleep at all. Of course there were some downfalls here and there. Personal stuff. So I don't really know a whole lot of what to say about it. I'm in kind of a fucked up depressing funk right now. I think it's because now I have to go back to work and my normal life. When for an entire week I didn't worry about anything. I just lived. We didn't leave the house or bed really for like 5 days. Just layed around nekkid and rolled. Josh flew home this morning and now I have to go back to my life of work and being a mom and trying to keep my relationship going. *sigh* just way too much overwhelming shit at once. And when you are used to being on drugs taht many days straight and feeling nothing but good and than suddenly no drugs it kind of hits you as a downer ya know? I dunno. Stress needs to vacate the building immediately. Not digging this.

Hope that the funk fades. FAST. This can not be good for Brandon and I.

Hope everyone else has a wonderful night though.

*kisses*