dulcemara

Well lets see. Not a whole lot new to update really. Trying to work things out with Brandon. And still trying to discover who the hell I really am. Lots of emotional and mental battles going on right now. But I do have the day off which is a plus. Not sure what I'm gonna do. Maybe I'll go shoot some pool later or something. I'm not sure. Brandon has to go to dinner at his moms later tonight, so I'll probably take that opportunity to go home and get some cleaning done there. It is getting pretty bad.

I really wish I hadn't have screwed shit up so bad with Brandon. Or I would probably be moving in with him soon and things would be so much easier. Not to mention we would have a really fucking rad house with all of our kewl shit combined lol. OH WELL. Just gotta take it one day at a time. It's gonna take a long time to regain the trust that I have lost. But if I try hard enough things will get better.

Anywho, off to do a little cleaning I think. Talk to you all laterz!

*kisses*