My mistake, thought this year would bring something different and I'm…

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ajalla:
I don't know what you believe, but maybe sharing something can help you; Sometimes when things repeat themselves, it's because we still have something to learn, think about it☺
duhhsaurus:
@ajalla this is a verse from a song :) but I do appreciate the suggestion. Working on toning down the drinking and self-deprecation. I overshare all the time so that isn't really an issue. Haha.

Longing...

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Its been a decade since your diagnosis.

Nine years since your passing.

A night since I last dreamt of you.

I awake exhilarated only to be annihilated.

Pining for your adoration, your embrace, your existence.

Enduring this hellish sentence.

"I'll see you tomorrow."

You hug me, kiss me, and reply, "No, you won't."

Please, please...please let me die.

Gospel Burnout by Dance Gavin Dance

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They say, "don't ever meet your heroes"
Reverence is temporary until the truth comes out
Do yourself a favor die young, ignorance is celebrated
Don't let dark sides come out
Keep your eyes closed
If you're ever gonna stand for something
Keep your head down, closed
If you want to keep your mouth don't run it
Shut that shit down
If you need some company...
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Without You by Harry Nilsson

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No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
No, I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now it's only fair that...
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