im getting to one of those unconnected, must disasociate places. why? why fucking bother? my life is a mute point. ill die and no one will remember or care. i could cure cancer or kill the pope, and in 50 years no one would care. sooooooooo. fuck it! right?
well, today im running low on deep thoughts, so...
heres what happened in "real life"
so i get home from school, and not paying attn to my suroundings, low and behold, theres some dam sexy underware tied to my door. first thought " dam there are some freaks in my building. so i untie them and open the door. im imediatly bathed in candle light...
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heres what happened in "real life"
so i get home from school, and not paying attn to my suroundings, low and behold, theres some dam sexy underware tied to my door. first thought " dam there are some freaks in my building. so i untie them and open the door. im imediatly bathed in candle light...
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webigailboop:
that's so cool, i wish my boyfriend would do that for me.
quest36833:
Jesus man, be careful, you dont want to hurt yourself.... 
ive been contenplating the layers of reality that make up our exsistance. like when you share a moment a moment with someone, and theres the moment that you look into thier eyes, then theres the moment when you know your your looking into that persons eyes, and you see them thinking about the same thing and the moment you shared disapears. or dreaming, is this...
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dreadedmartyr:
see the film 'waking life'. puzzling matters on your head and mine. the idea of moment to moment living is paramount because it is the only thing that is real. you are not the same person you were yesterday. you learned something. we are thinking different thoughts than twenty minutes ago. time is an contiuous line until your death. not necessarily constant, but definate. tomorrow is indefinate. you truly dont know what isgoing to happen tomorrow. we have plans of getting up and going to work, but we dont know that we will.
we are made of many different bones, organs. our skin is made up of millions and billions of cells. each cell is made up of so many atoms, we are made of almost an infinate amout of protons, neutrons, and electrons. we have a lot. we have galaxies in our eyes, ears, hearts. but extend that outward, we are so much but we are so little. there are how many, 5 billion people on the planet? our solar system is one of the smallest ones we have found. there are so many galaxies out there. what is the meaning of it all? the number of stars in the sky at night. how far away they are. why conciousness? why do we have moral law? a question... do you believe in god?
i am like you, it all makes my head hurt. so many possiblities. disclaimer: i am stupid, dont listen to anything i just wrote down, cuz i am just stupid. or am i a genious? yeah, anyways....its weird where a stream of conciousness will take you.
we are made of many different bones, organs. our skin is made up of millions and billions of cells. each cell is made up of so many atoms, we are made of almost an infinate amout of protons, neutrons, and electrons. we have a lot. we have galaxies in our eyes, ears, hearts. but extend that outward, we are so much but we are so little. there are how many, 5 billion people on the planet? our solar system is one of the smallest ones we have found. there are so many galaxies out there. what is the meaning of it all? the number of stars in the sky at night. how far away they are. why conciousness? why do we have moral law? a question... do you believe in god?
i am like you, it all makes my head hurt. so many possiblities. disclaimer: i am stupid, dont listen to anything i just wrote down, cuz i am just stupid. or am i a genious? yeah, anyways....its weird where a stream of conciousness will take you.
quest36833:
Yeah, I get those days where I feel small in the universe, today, well this morning, a Jet flew over, you could tell that it was air force, just by its noise, and I kinda freaked out, so far I havent looked into this whole war thing, but the thought of, "whoa, what if a bomb is dropped" or some shit like that, and looking back, it made me kind of feel insignificant of all things.
Just remember what Jake said right before he let go of the rail.."Go now, there are other worlds then these"
And you know what, Roland did...
Just remember what Jake said right before he let go of the rail.."Go now, there are other worlds then these"
And you know what, Roland did...
i love watching the war of those that care too much and tose that couldnt care less. those that feel control is a neccesity like air that if it were ever lost, death wold surely follow. and the later, which feel that to care at all would leave them vulinerable to the slings and arrows which are always loking for a weakness to ones heart....
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the chase is always more satisfying than the capture. that being said, im amazed at the complete disheartening experiance of attaining my goals. after the thrill of working on a project for so long and having a conclusion as disapointing as this is enough to couse me to wonder why i ever finish things. on a good note the band kicked out some jams today,...
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webigailboop:
woo hoo...50 bonus points goes to you for getting the song right. and yes, maynard is a god.
the army of one, can endure, or rot. i dont really care, after all you broke your soap box long ago. and what is it about the #1. to some it equils solitude, and others relief, but to me, its an oppurtunity. to see what myself, and the world at large are made of. so what is it to you? what do you see, when...
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Your Job is to strive to figure out what those are......
maybe not if you killed the pope, tho...
mu-hahahahaha!