2014 started well. I lost one grandmother before Christmas and one after. I ended a five year relationship. Now I'm stuck in a city with no friends, no car, and no job. And massive depression problems, panic attacks, and several scary breakdowns.
I've got some assistance now, but this is as close to helpless as I've felt in over a decade. I've forgotten how to function and talk to people. I haven't forgotten how to laugh yet, but it's only February.
There's plenty of time for that yet.