dubmecrazy

So...some might wonder...why has this guy been on SG since 2004, but never posted on groups or blog or nothing? Well, here's the awful truth. I've left my wife. yep. I'm sitting in a lonely apartment here in portland and feel like a complete loser piece of shit. I left my house, my dogs, my cat, my bed, everything. Have you ever been in freefall? skydiving? That's how I"m feeling these days. But no parachute, yo. So, I guess I'm lonely and feel like SG may be a place to meet some new floks. Or not. I'm an old gieser, you know? So, it's Friday and my friends are all coupled up and doing their coupley things, and I'm gonna puff ganja, listen to some deep tunes, and maybe play some 360. Fun, eh?

And now I sound all pathetic and shit. I'm not. I have an awsome job as a special ed teacher for preschool children with behavior and mental health issues. I've got a masters in Early Childhood Special Education. I love it. If i didn't have the kids right now, I'd be under the Burnside Bridge with a shopping cart. The kids are the shit. When a four year old gets all upset and calls me a 'bitch' (or more like a 'bit..." as their young mouths can''t quite make the 'ch' sound), somehow it makes my day. Like yesterday, just watching these 3 kids take turns (that's a BIG deal in my class...taking turns) pulling each other in the wagon out on the blacktop, in the sun, was the best thing ever. Kids rue. Dogs rule (fuck I miiss my dogs) . Adults mostly suck. yep. true.

"I packed a few of my belongs, left the life I've been living, just some memories of it, mostly the one's I can't forget" -Gnarls Barkley