drzaius_

Have you ever looked at a picture of yourself and in doing so you SNAP yourself back, if ever for such a minute amount of time back, and wish you could stop time to relive that moment or just prolong it? I look back at my pictures from my European trek sometimes and feel depressed/better than some. Knowing that not all of the people I know have done the same things I have done.I feel like a redneck celebrity, without the redneck-truck driving-NASCAR watching-cousin screwing, aspect of it.I knnow Im just a "celebrity" in my own mind but at the odd/drunken realization I feel that I have done more in 3 months than those that I know will do in a life time but those that I know seem to be happy, yet I am not. I think the happiest time I've had was when knowing about not-knowing where I was going to sleep or where I was going to get money to eat.