drusylla

We have to pay rent late this month just so we could afford to buy food, John's gas, John's emissions test and new tags for the car, laundry money, and our electricity. And now I'm not even sure if we'll be able to pay rent at all next payday because of everything else we had to pay. On top of that, the girls dumped half a box of cereal in their room! So not only do we not have money for food, our kids are uselessly wasting what little food we have left!!

I have to reapply for food stamps since we were denied for September because we "failed to show up for our appointment". The appt that John couldn't take time off work because all of the days were already taken. The appt that I called EVERY DAY from 8am to 4pm and NO ONE FUCKING ANSWERED THE PHONE.

I keep telling myself just one more year-one more year and I'll hopefully have the money to start my waxing business and we won't be constantly struggling. That's not helping.