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...............this was supposed to be my 3rd night off..............

Travis (my boss) just called me.......the other night guy's daughter had a very bad accident......and i was asked to come into work tonight....and tomorrow night..........my nights off.... and probobly work my full shift... thats 6 nights total... while that dosnt sound to bad....i work 13 to 15 hour nights....I have been up since 11:45 pm last...
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Tonight/this morning is my first night off of my usual 4 night weekend. work this week was uneventful...no broken phones or drivers threatening to come accross the counter to kick my butt..lol. I got off work in a great mood. i had enough energy to go bike riding as i usually do when i get off my last night of work at 6am. well i...
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emily_m:
I think we will still have the theater in a couple weeks, unless something drastic happens. I'll post in my journal if that happens.

I can't believe that guy ran you off the road and then didn't even stick around to make sure you were ok or alive! mad
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weeeee night 3 of work shift is now over!!! i managed to leave work on time..sorta.. i usually end up staying 2 hours over (i am such a devoted employee!! lol). The last few days went good mainly cause i broke into one of the day guys computers at work...well not really broke in i just found out his password through a little trial and...
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dayglow:
OMG, that's a long journal, which I dont have time to read today. I dont even have enough time to write my own journal.

Irish nachoes are sliced potatoes with cheese, tomatoes, chives, jalopenos, and sourcream. And I dont think I will ever try them again, after my horrendous diarrhea day.
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GRRRRRR....i tried to take a shot of burbon....and my body rejected it.... i hate dry heaving..blah. its been 2 weeks since my body started rejecting alcohol and it has not been a pretty picture... i am always bored now so i hang out with my ex and her hubby. My temper is horrible, and i enjoy work less that i had already did. the only...
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drunkpandainc:
thats a funny movie when i am drunk. lol. i wanna see people act it out. to bad its on sat. farking hell i work nights...blah
emily_m:
Oh well, it's ok. Just try to convince lots of other people to go. Thanks!
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another wonderful week off...yea!!. well the last week was a real pain at work. everyone seemed to make me upset. not much has happend since my last post but eh whata ya gonna do. I have been spending time with my ex and her husband. I like them they are kinda fun to hang with. oh well gotta run. hopfully somthing fun will happen eventually....
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I think this is day 2 of my days off.. i cant really tell i am tired as hell. i stayed up most of the day yesterday. I spent all my night last night in the garage working out, thinking, and fixing my bike and my bros. which by the way was a pain in the ass without wd40!!! well i got er done...lol. i...
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.....one....more...day.....then my days off....i need it... last night i got so frustrated i busted the phone at my desk...lol i have never seen so many grown men scatter in fear. I hope they dont make me pay for it. of course they have a surplus of those phones cause it seems to happen alot at that company. so i will dwell on it no longer....
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masaba:
ooo aaa
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ahhh...my 2nd night of my shift at work is done..i finally got home at 8am this morning.. i really need to stop being so nice and just leave at 6 am like i am supposed to. my devotion to the job is sickening. Well on my last few days off my body tunred against me. I can no longer drink alcohol. I am sure it...
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emily_m:
A closet full of trout? hahahahahaha

I think I know which girl you're talking about that works at Hot Topic. She's a regular at the Church. She has a boyfriend though. Maybe you could break them up. wink
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Well I broke down and went to my ex's apt last night/this morning. I used to not want to hang out with her cause of my feelings for her and her new hubby....but now...i dont want to go over there cause its soooooooo far away.. ok its not that far but in the morning getting home took like 2 hours cause of traffic...lol. well i...
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masaba:
hhhhhmmmmmmm, glad your time wasn't to awkward at the ex's..... btw, I love JTHM!! And Squee! And Filler Bunny!
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.....i am trying to figure out how to get over the awkwardness of hanging out with my ex.....she got married on july 1 2004...now we we only split up last october....she got married after 3 months of knowing this new guy...i am cool with all of that..i am just not cool with the fact that i still want to be with her. so that makes...
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masaba:
the vodka was pretty good!
dayglow:
I am kinda going through the same situation as you, but vise versa. I broke up with my ex (of 4yrs) last summer, and now I have a new bf, who I am serious with, but I still have the desire to talk to my ex (which I do act upon, occasionaly).

3 yrs is a long time, and if you two had a good relationship, and were good friends, its gonna take a long time to get over it. Believe me, I know. I try and try to move on, in my new relationship, but I think about my ex everyday.
Which is probably, how your ex feels, and why she still wants to talk to you. But just know that her problems now, are hers, not yours, and you dont have an obligation anymore.

Ok, ill stop rambling now. This is my last thought - You will probably continue to want to be with her, as long as you keep talking to her. If you seriously want to move on, break all ties to her. It's a very hard thing to do, but since she is married now it might be the best thing for you to do.