drummercedes

I am completely feeling better from my sickness except for the fact that I have raging cramps/tummy ache and a bad headache I am an official walking pile of sickness and pain.

Tomorrow I may be going to denver ... tho I had all kinds of plans for tomorrow like I was supposed to do a photo shoot for sg and maybe more just for fun but my boyfriend makes plans for OTHER photo shoots and has already 3 different girls besides me coming over for photo shoots tomorrow and I'm like ..."That's odd .. " it'll be tiring dont' you think? then the fourth girl, which is me ...

Then he always invites different girls to come over and watch so that they can eventually do a photo shoot as well.

He invited this girl that i've only met once or twice before. She has tons of tattoos and she's VERY SKINNY ... I don't know her very well and she sometimes gives me odd looks ... so i'm going to feel very ackward having a skinny ass girl watch my not very skinny self get naked in front of a camera ... ah oh well.

Also my friend emily invited me to go to denver but I also have to turn in applications which i'll probably do tonight and i have to practice with my band tonight but i have such bad cramps i don't want to tonight aAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH i feel flooded and dont' know what the hell i'm supposed to DO!!

BECAUSE this sunday we have a fucking show in DENVER and our singer went out of town and he's going to be back that day which is weird. ... and he's sometimes unreliable and he's always late so we're thinking that he might not even show up ... THEN my boyfriend made flyers for us and I still have to go get copies of the flyers with what money? AND my mom is having a garage sale on saturday so i have to get up all the shit i need to try and sell because i desperatley need the money so damn this is a hectic weekend ... fuck .

trying to find a job is tough ... i need to get situated ...