I missed so much school, that the day i finally pull myself together and say to myself, "I am going to school and i'm going to get through this and put all my energy into it!", they say i'm going to be suspended by monday.
Hmmm in a way i feel relieved. In a way i feel bad. So what had happened, was (me and my sister) were forced to go on a leave for a month...not letting us get suspended which was very nice of them. If I had gotten suspended, i'd have to pay 15,000.00 and since they put us on a leave instead, the government doesn't look at our money and they leave it be. (which is 6,000.00 in my eyes a hell of a lot better than paying back 15)
So i have a month to think about if I want to be a hairstylist. and you know what? i don't want to be. I am NOT outgoing. I am very shy. I can't talk to some random person i've never met, let alone do their hair and have them expect me to make them look decent. I have barely gotten anything done, and I barely know anything and i've been attending their school for an entire year come this october.
I don't have the passion or the drive to do it. and it sucks because I would still have to pay 6,000.00 and you know what? there is no way in hell i can afford that. That means i'd have to get another loan...damnit.
I am confused. but that just means i get to work more and make some money.
So that brings up another thing...i went to work today to tell them I wasn't going to work this week, but come in next week (personal female problems) and my contract had been terminated. No biggie tho. That just means I have to sign a whole new contract AND that means I get to change my fucking stage name!
Yay! I'm getting sick of it...so it's time for a new one. But i'm not sure what I should change my name to...anyone have any ideas??
On a brighter note, I'm going to be doing an sg shoot within the next couple of weeks and sending it in soon afterwards. I am excited, and nervous all at the same time. I have a great idea of what to do. Just don't have it completed yet. I'm confused about what exactly is to come but it'll be a winner!
I HOPE I GET ACCEPTED !! actually i KNOW i will! i gotta have a positive additude. All of you wish me the best of LUCK
thanks....
BYE
Hmmm in a way i feel relieved. In a way i feel bad. So what had happened, was (me and my sister) were forced to go on a leave for a month...not letting us get suspended which was very nice of them. If I had gotten suspended, i'd have to pay 15,000.00 and since they put us on a leave instead, the government doesn't look at our money and they leave it be. (which is 6,000.00 in my eyes a hell of a lot better than paying back 15)
So i have a month to think about if I want to be a hairstylist. and you know what? i don't want to be. I am NOT outgoing. I am very shy. I can't talk to some random person i've never met, let alone do their hair and have them expect me to make them look decent. I have barely gotten anything done, and I barely know anything and i've been attending their school for an entire year come this october.
I don't have the passion or the drive to do it. and it sucks because I would still have to pay 6,000.00 and you know what? there is no way in hell i can afford that. That means i'd have to get another loan...damnit.
I am confused. but that just means i get to work more and make some money.
So that brings up another thing...i went to work today to tell them I wasn't going to work this week, but come in next week (personal female problems) and my contract had been terminated. No biggie tho. That just means I have to sign a whole new contract AND that means I get to change my fucking stage name!
Yay! I'm getting sick of it...so it's time for a new one. But i'm not sure what I should change my name to...anyone have any ideas??
On a brighter note, I'm going to be doing an sg shoot within the next couple of weeks and sending it in soon afterwards. I am excited, and nervous all at the same time. I have a great idea of what to do. Just don't have it completed yet. I'm confused about what exactly is to come but it'll be a winner!
I HOPE I GET ACCEPTED !! actually i KNOW i will! i gotta have a positive additude. All of you wish me the best of LUCK
thanks....
BYE