drummer73129929

Why is it we hurt the ones we love? Why do I do what I do? I have a girl I love more than life itself and I can't seem to do anything right. I have never hurt someone so much in all my life. In fact, I did not think I was capable of such hurt. All I want to do is give her the world and I just don't know how to do it. She deserves so much more than me. So much more. I have never felt this way about a person before. I have never felt so comfortable around a person before. I have never felt loved a person so much before. I want to stop hurting her, but somehow I don't know how. What is wrong with me? Why do I fuck up everything that is good in my life. I need to stop hurting her. I need to begin to learn how to love. I can't lose the only person I have ever loved. I won't lose the only person I ever loved. I need to step up and do the right thing. I need to fix my wrongs. She is a princess and deserves to be treated as such. She deserves a real home and will be given it. I love her sooo much. Why do I keep wrecking everything that is good in my life?